angrymeat

Woohoo hump day gotta love hump day. I am in a crabby arse mood this week . I am not sure exactly why but im just short tempered . Our old landlord sent us a bill for a bunch of bs we had it out a little bit no one really won. I really wish my significant other would stop smoking pot. I know its no big thing but since avery was born it bugs the hell out of me . Anything that could ever do harm to him is like that to me now. I think pot is something people do when they are young and once they become adults should stop in a way. I hate saying that my mom smoked it my whole life. I am not so sure why it bothers me . I guess it is just the risk of something happening to avery. I know some people think it is selfish of me to want her to stop but look at it logicaly. When you have children you drop the childish selfish things in your life and to me pot seems to be one of those things. Everyone can make any argument they want but its an addiction. If you say it is not then explain why you wont stop. and because I dont want to doesnt count. anyways thats enough about that subject hehe . work has been unussually annoying me all week and I am sick as hell of painting my office sigh . SOooo much red . I wish amanda would help me with it. I have done the entire thing I texturized the walls I did all the rolling I did all the trim work and I am about to do all the glazing . I do think I need to take one night a week or at least twice a month for me time go hang out with some friends or something. I spend all my time either working working on the house or taking care of avery. I need at least a few hours of me time. Hehe that kinda contradicts my above statement but i dont think alone time is a childish or selfish thing . If you dont have it your attitude is definatly different which negativly affects everyone around. I am begining to burn out on everything which is not a cool thing at all. I love amanda and avery very very much and I in noway meant im burnt out on them i Just mean burnt out on my life in general being a hermit is wearing on me . Oh well I am getting off here and going do some work i guess.