Well its finally farking friday. It has been a wiked week and I am glad its over. I have been in alot of meetings this week oh how i hate meetings. I am finally getting used to this politics game and I am about to make one of the final transitions into corperate hell. I am going to be getting a blackerry mini soon 
sigh . If the old me met me now i would knock the horse shit out of me . Oh well I like my life now versus my life back then . I am not depressed I am not dirty and I have money to go to shows or to actually get food while at denny's 
I cant wait to ge tmy house we have like 9 days left which is just wierd. It is going to be pretty cool having my own house a place that I own and can do whatever I want too. My father finally told me he was proud of me yesterday. My mother told me he was but its not the same. My father never even told me he loved me until I was 18 and was moving away. It is funny how growing up you dislike one of your parents soo much then once you grow up that parent turns out to be your favorite and the one you are most like. I hope I do better wiht avery than my father did with me growing up however I hope me and him also have a great relationship when he gets older. I love my son so much and I am going to do everything I can in life to assure he had everything he needs . We got a piano wiht the new house we are also getting a cello so between that m bass and my guitar Avery will have a chance to learn a few instraments. I am so excited about getting a piano. I have wanted one for so long and I cant wait to start learning how to play. I play a little already but it will get so much better now well back to work I have a period 2 budget meeting woohooo.
sigh . If the old me met me now i would knock the horse shit out of me . Oh well I like my life now versus my life back then . I am not depressed I am not dirty and I have money to go to shows or to actually get food while at denny's I cant wait to ge tmy house we have like 9 days left which is just wierd. It is going to be pretty cool having my own house a place that I own and can do whatever I want too. My father finally told me he was proud of me yesterday. My mother told me he was but its not the same. My father never even told me he loved me until I was 18 and was moving away. It is funny how growing up you dislike one of your parents soo much then once you grow up that parent turns out to be your favorite and the one you are most like. I hope I do better wiht avery than my father did with me growing up however I hope me and him also have a great relationship when he gets older. I love my son so much and I am going to do everything I can in life to assure he had everything he needs . We got a piano wiht the new house we are also getting a cello so between that m bass and my guitar Avery will have a chance to learn a few instraments. I am so excited about getting a piano. I have wanted one for so long and I cant wait to start learning how to play. I play a little already but it will get so much better now well back to work I have a period 2 budget meeting woohooo.