angrymeat

well lets see what exciting things have been happening to me ? well I have been working alot things always get crazy this time of year. Avery is potty training which trnslates to peeing everywhere sometimes in the potty . Luckily I spent so much time working as a psych nurse because cleaning up nasty things doesnt seem to bother me . I guess once you have had to clean a 6'5" 55 year old man who has spent the last 4 hours smearing poop all over himself things jsut change for ya . 20 days till I get my house im so excited I cannot stand it . It is amazing how having a child changes your life. After reading jill's post yesterday I did alot of thinking abotu the last few years of my life. # years ago I was moving from room mate to roommate job to job. I was at the bar 6 nights a week . I even had different bars for different nights. when Amanda told me she was prego with Avery I never was upset I was so over run with happiness. it is amazing how my life turned around at that point. I focused more on my career moved us out of the shit hole apartments we lived in . I sold my impala and stopped going out with the guys. I guess not everyone views children like I do . I recently ran into a couple I have known for years they are 32 and have 2 kids . They are living with friends currently with no jobs until they figue out where they want to live. I couldnt imagine my life had I not goten my shit together and acted like an adult. I know this sounds silly but I now have a nice house I have nice furniture and nice job. I remember being the little angry punk rock kid saying this would never be me so on and so forth . But damnit i lik ewaking up to a clean non beer smelling room and I love that no one gave me my furniture. I busted my ass and bought everything I have . sorry this post got lengthy just had alot on my mind this morning .