angrymeat

Uggg it is snowing today ?I hate the snow somtimes well at least the first couple each year when its not cold enough to stay. Work is getting old the corp politicsare begining to drive me insane. I work 45 to 50 hours a week I go above and beyond my job however if the right person misses on damn email I am on a thin ice. I miss the old days when i was 17 or 18 no real bills no real need to work all the time. I miss living in the party house with all the guys jsut playing music all the damn time and booking and promoting shows . I miss having the bands hang out after the shows and party with us . I have to say looking back Sloppy seconds was by far the coolest group of guys. They came back and partied even hung out the next day . Marky ramone however refused to let any of his band hang out with us underlings. ugg sorry got stuck in a wicked flashback. Well I am trying to buy a house which is an uber big stepp in life. It is kind of funny when i think back to my little punk boy days about how much i would of hated myself. It is funny though how when we are young we think we have it all figured out . Kids relationships cars houses those are all natural steps in life it is amazing how much your life changes once you have a child. I am not saying that it is bad at all. I love Avery to death and I could never ever live without him. It is however scary to think that I will be so worried about someone for the rest of my life . For the rest of my life I am responsible for him his actions and the way he turns out. Scary to think that he will someday do the things I used to do and I am sure I will react just as my parents did. Well jsut as my dad did my mom was ussually to stoned to care and buying sacks from my friends. ugg well thats enough sharing for today