Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

angrymeat

joplin

Member Since 2004

Followers 8 Following 13

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Nov 21, 2005

Nov 20, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
so there is alot new today where to begin. I have an interview with a very large company for a pretty cool job only bad thing about the job is its more than double my current commute. I may also soon have an interview for the local school district as a network tech which could also beinteresting however no room for advancment. I am not sure what I am going to do I hate my current job however It is like my baby. I built this network from the ground up and it would be very odd to hand it off to someone else. I hvae been thinking alot about life lately and how quickly it can go away . It seems since this got stuck in my head saturday I have been pretty depressed. Dont get me wrong I am not afraid that I am going to die or anything. I accept someday I will and am cool with that. My problem lies with my son hte thought that anything and everything can happen to him at anytime is scary as hell. I guess thi is one of those things about being a parant. Finding a way to bury that fear and function. I guess I am also afraid that someday I will cause pain in his life by dying . Some day he will cry for my death which is a horrid thought. It is strange how sensitive I have become to these sorts of things lately . Since Avery was born I have been like this. It is just one of the things no one ever tells you about being a parent. well I am going to go get some work done mainly because it will keep my mind busy and keep me awake as well.
bbbbbeckah:
Brighter? Yay!!!

I can't even imagine the dilemma you face with having a child. I salute you, because to me.. it's a very important responsibility.
Nov 21, 2005
brokendoll:
smile that just means you are a good daddy. I have the same feelings with my daughter.
Nov 22, 2005

More Blogs

  • 12.31.07
    0

    Tuesday Jan 01, 2008

    wow that last post was heavy . well im doing fairly better now and st…
  • 11.19.07
    0

    Monday Nov 19, 2007

    Prison Ok so I am in KC I have a job making great money now and I …
  • 10.22.07
    0

    Monday Oct 22, 2007

    Life is funny one moment your doing great and happy the next your all…
  • 10.12.07
    0

    Friday Oct 12, 2007

    "Love don't make things nice - it ruins everything. It breaks your he…
  • 10.08.07
    0

    Monday Oct 08, 2007

    So yet again the wife and I are splitting up and this time I am movi…
  • 08.28.07
    0

    Tuesday Aug 28, 2007

  • 08.28.07
    0

    Tuesday Aug 28, 2007

  • 08.19.07
    0

    Sunday Aug 19, 2007

    well this morning as I wake up hung over from a night at the ernte fe…
  • 08.11.07
    0

    Saturday Aug 11, 2007

    beer and birthdays oh how they go together . I went to the bar for m…
  • 07.28.07
    2

    Saturday Jul 28, 2007

    I went to the bar last night had lots of Guiness and various drinks w…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
9
months
6
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,593 SuicideGirls
  • 1,120,333 followers
  • 14,919,693 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,389,486 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo