angryadam

I wish I had more to drink in the apartment. You'd better believe I'm going to stock up. It's going to be a long summer.

She has yet to confirm, but things are shaping up to be precisely as I feared. Tonight I cried for the first time in 6 years. It was just a single tear that escaped the threshold of my eyelids, but that's a really big deal. What's really frustrating is I have no idea if it is merited. I still cannot bring myself to blame her. She would never intend for things to play out this way. To be fair she did offer adequate disgression before and even during my persuit of her affections. I still think she is worth all the struggle I'm facing and more.

I live
fearing tomorrow