angryadam

Spring Break. I've been doing well with the studying. I told myself I was going to spend my free time studying. I didn't believe it though. I'm trying to catch up with the school work, especially German.

I've never really spent vacation time doing vacation things. Where do those people get the money for it?

I'm learning more efficiently what I should already know. I think I might do better taking most of my classes as independent study ones.

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I know I'm still moving forward. I'm getting closer to what I want by finding out what I don't want.
I feel like I'm lost in a new area of the city. I know my destination is around here somewhere, but these streets all have strange names, and why are they all one ways? It makes a wrong turn extra inconvenient. It's so easy to get even more lost when all I'm trying to do is back track a few steps. It's even worse that I have a map. The formula for success is there in front of me, but where do I begin? Is it really that important that I get there? Who decided that it is what I need? How can all these other roads lead to the wrong place? Maybe there's something even better to the left.

Oh well, I missed my chance to get in the turning lane, and there's a cop right there.

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