angeredvato

24 hours later....


Its been 24 hours since you left.
Its been 10 minutes since I last wept.
Its been 5 minutes since I last folded your clothes.
Its been 1 minute since I wiped my nose.

24 hours later and I still cant say goodbye.
Holding myself back so I don't cry.
Every minute of every hour I am looking at the phone.
Apart of me wants to hold back.
While the other is dying to call.

One day I know I will look back.
And cherish this time.
I know this will make me a better person
And hopefully not so blind.

Seeing the last poem I wrote you.
Is sitting on a stand.
Shows to me you have tried.
But don't want to go back there.

I will do my best.
To hold myself strong.
And not to be mean, but to prove you wrong.
Even though its the hardest thing to do.
Looking you in the eye, watching you go, and not saying, I love you....