anger_frog

Another night wasted at the bar. Bleh. I didn't drink, since I held to my position of getting back, so it mostly consisted of babysitting drunk girls, which is not nearly as fun as it used to be back in the day. I wouldn't have went, but I was asked on the spot, and I seem to have trouble saying 'no' to people when I'm already out of the house. Not to mention that I haven't had anyone to talk to online or off in over a week (except for Cambria, who you should go give her love since her set finally went into que after several months!).

So, the highlight of my adult human intercourse currently (not the dirty kind, ya perv) is convincing a drunk girl not to pick a fight. If you ever had any doubts as to how utterly alone I am in this place, just let that little piece of trivia sink in for a moment.

On the bright side, I will be getting a little bit of money to help with my bills. My brother is finally paying me back the small fortune he owes me, and I may have found someone to buy my pool cue. That should help with the bills for a while, although it's still not enough to hit the road and visit my friends. It's a moot point anyway, since I can't get ahold of them either by phone or IM; even if I had the money, there's no telling if I would have anywhere to go with it, since none of the plans we made were concrete.

I really need a plan. Or a friend. Or euthanasia. Those all sound nice.