Yesterday my life kind of caved in on itself and took me with it. I'm starting over. . .
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Another fledgling attempt at 3D modeling:
http://www.team-aj.com/misc_images/apple2.jpg
And, heres an update: fun with refraction treatments!!
http://www.team-aj.com/misc_images/apple3.jpg
http://www.team-aj.com/misc_images/apple2.jpg
And, heres an update: fun with refraction treatments!!
http://www.team-aj.com/misc_images/apple3.jpg
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kealli:
i also would like to know what software you are using for your 3d modeling. my boyfriend is into strata 3d pro.
xo
~k
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also.. you are smart to use the "into" field for bands.. since all of mine didnt fit either
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xo
~k
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also.. you are smart to use the "into" field for bands.. since all of mine didnt fit either
[Edited on Nov 14, 2003 11:25PM]
anger:
Yesterday my life kind of caved in on itself and took me with it. I'm starting over. . .
I had my interview on Monday. It went. . . .well. The woman I interviewed with was candid, easy to talk to and totally impossible to read. For the first time ever, I have no clue what my chances are here.
*crosses all fingers and toes*
The worst part about a job search is there is only so much you can do in a day....
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*crosses all fingers and toes*
The worst part about a job search is there is only so much you can do in a day....
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hippomonki:
*crosses fingers and toes as well*
you are adorable when you blush
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you are adorable when you blush
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So I walked to the store today to buy a burrito, some tinfoil and a male-to-male coaxial adapter. My cold dropped by to say "Hi, I'm still kicking your ass." No contacts about a job but the market is looking better.
I have a job interview setup for Monday. Wish me luck, you ravioli-heads!!
I have a job interview setup for Monday. Wish me luck, you ravioli-heads!!
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atarianpunk:
Hey what can I say?? I LOVE ZEE FRENCH KEEEESSSS!!!
Give that cold the beat down it deserves, near over doses of vitamin C does it for me.
Seriously, best of luck on your job interview. KICKASS!!!
Give that cold the beat down it deserves, near over doses of vitamin C does it for me.
Seriously, best of luck on your job interview. KICKASS!!!
darkskyy1:
best of luck my friend, my deepest thought are with you, i really hope i get to see you soon and share the city with you, of all the people i have made friends with in the stage of my life, i definately think you are one mof my best ones, so please make sure that wherever life takes you at this point, you remember to stop and take some time out for your good friend mike
good luck dude
take care
good luck dude
take care
Great news!! I have been given the opportunity and motivation to find a more suitable employment situation. I'm beginning to think there is something seriously wrong with me. I'm smart, I'm a hard worker, I'm likeable and I can't keep a job to save my life. I think any long-term plans need to involve self-employment.
Oh yeah, and my dad is sick and we don't...
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garnet:
Awwww... tell him to come to Sinagpore with me next week, we can party in between the random hospital stints 
Seriously, hope everything's OK.
"I have been given the opportunity and motivation to find a more suitable employment situation"?
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Oh, you mean "I got off my ass and found a possible good job"...
Seriously, hope everything's OK.
"I have been given the opportunity and motivation to find a more suitable employment situation"?
?
Oh, you mean "I got off my ass and found a possible good job"...
darkskyy1:
i know there is a great possibility of me getting hurt, but i have to do this, i cant deny her, i cant deny the way i feel about her, and just the thought that i still have a chance had gotten me out of this funk, this staring at the wall, pill-popping escapade, it has to stop
I'm ready to stop hurting. . . .it is getting very close now.
Japanese gardens are beautiful. I should spend more time there.
Japanese gardens are beautiful. I should spend more time there.
annajoy:
the botanical gardens outside chicago are fantastic.
darkskyy1:
fuck you and me both, i need this pain to fucking subside so i can get back to normality and actually enjoy all of the good things about being a carefree post-teen, fuck
I am an out-of-work Information Tech professional, one of probably millions. I graduated in 2001 into what is probably the bleakest job market for this sector in its history. After struggling to find steady work for the past two years and make a career for myself, I have come to conclusion: this just isn't working. So, since the life I attempted to make for myself...
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annajoy:
heh, i may seem together, but i honestly am not any more any anyone else. really. i don't have brilliant advice to give. all i can say is that you can make progress by making baby steps.
i think my drive partly comes from moving around a ton when i was a kid, always adapting to new situations, and counting on myself to stay amused or interested in things. unfortunately that did make me distant with people, and i am not a very good storyteller, because i did not grow up in situations where anyone wanted to hear my stories.
i have found it helpful to imagine what my ideal working situation would be, and then take little steps to make it happen. for example, i would love to work in a place with a team of people, all of whom have different strenghts to contribute to the whole, and who work in a casual environment until we are tired, and then we stop working until we are not tired anymore. that sounds kinda vague, but i have found many aspects of that ideal in a volunteer job i am doing now, and maybe that experience will eventually help me find a job that pays with similar circumstances.
i don't know if any of this is helpful at all, but those are my initial thoughts.
i think my drive partly comes from moving around a ton when i was a kid, always adapting to new situations, and counting on myself to stay amused or interested in things. unfortunately that did make me distant with people, and i am not a very good storyteller, because i did not grow up in situations where anyone wanted to hear my stories.
i have found it helpful to imagine what my ideal working situation would be, and then take little steps to make it happen. for example, i would love to work in a place with a team of people, all of whom have different strenghts to contribute to the whole, and who work in a casual environment until we are tired, and then we stop working until we are not tired anymore. that sounds kinda vague, but i have found many aspects of that ideal in a volunteer job i am doing now, and maybe that experience will eventually help me find a job that pays with similar circumstances.
i don't know if any of this is helpful at all, but those are my initial thoughts.
Dream: It is night in a shipyard. I am having a heated discussion with an attractive young Indian woman who has a child slung on her hip and two more in tow on foot. Even though I am speaking the language we are conversing in, I do not recognize it. We appear to reach some sort of an agreement and she turns to walk back...
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lucky105:
The vampire pic. With the reddish tint. Yum. 
And yes, Christina and Tenacious D... Why do you ask?
And yes, Christina and Tenacious D... Why do you ask?
darkskyy1:
we had lots of sex, but it is still over
Cartoon Network routinely airs a commercial for this criminally bad Christian rock CD. I have had the goddamned music stuck in my head for almost 4 days now.
I will pay you to come shoot me.
I will pay you to come shoot me.
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hippomonki:
WHAT GETS ME HOT: A .38 barrel in my back and a soft deep feminine voice reading me my Miranda rights.
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well my last name is miranda and YOU have the right to make as much noise as you can...
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well my last name is miranda and YOU have the right to make as much noise as you can...
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dilligan:
Your penis is small.
I think I want to go to Chicago. It would be nice to get the hell away from all of this for a few days.
When troubles come, they come not as single scouts but in legions.
When troubles come, they come not as single scouts but in legions.
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faeryrae:
screw chicago come to milwaukee! come hang out with me! i would so make time in my not busy at all schedual to see ya. you need a shoulder to cry on babe and i can be there for. you are a wonderful, sweet, smart, hot as hell guy. i missed talking to you. 
anger:
Cartoon Network routinely airs a commercial for this criminally bad Christian rock CD. I have had the goddamned music stuck in my head for almost 4 days now.
I will pay you to come shoot me.
I will pay you to come shoot me.
Not to mention you live in St. L.
I'm in KCK.
Hope things are looking a bit better for you this week.
begbegbeg.