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05 - Coke - Flickerstick - Welcoming Home The Astronauts
Well I am home. I was to have the dinner date with Nicky tonight but she canceled. The funny part of that is, right before she called to say she didn't have a sitter, I was saying to Dan Roskey that I kind of Hoped she would back out. It's not that I didn't want to go out with her. I actually am very attracted to her; We have a lot in common and seem to get along very well. We both have a child so we understand each other that way as well. I kid you not, If this girl said "hey, lets be crazy and go get married!" I would do it with no hesitation. I can just tell that if we could break the ice we would fit together. There is a reason I say that that I'm not going to expound on ... it would take too long.
The real reason that I didn't want to go is the nervous anxiety. I can work myself up so much about trying to start a new relationship and all that I get miles ahead of myself. I hate that part.
Oh, the song changed to:
02 - I Am a revenant - The Distillers - Sing Sing Death House
The thing with Nicky is, if I were to date her, and it worked out, it would force me to grow up a little. I've been playing Peter Pan for a long time now. I just don't really care for the "real world" and I'm not at all interested in the horrible nature of the world I see around me. No more war, no more violence.
Mr. President, leaders of the world; I don't want any of your candy .. it hurts my teeth.
I think anout what I do know about nicky. She's so pretty and collected. I don't see myself that way at all but it's possible that being with a "woman" as opposed to a "girl" would make me happier and help to maintain my sanity. see, I'm doing it already, I don't know this girl at all and I'm thiking about "the future". Why do I suck so bad?
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05 - Coke - Flickerstick - Welcoming Home The Astronauts
Well I am home. I was to have the dinner date with Nicky tonight but she canceled. The funny part of that is, right before she called to say she didn't have a sitter, I was saying to Dan Roskey that I kind of Hoped she would back out. It's not that I didn't want to go out with her. I actually am very attracted to her; We have a lot in common and seem to get along very well. We both have a child so we understand each other that way as well. I kid you not, If this girl said "hey, lets be crazy and go get married!" I would do it with no hesitation. I can just tell that if we could break the ice we would fit together. There is a reason I say that that I'm not going to expound on ... it would take too long.
The real reason that I didn't want to go is the nervous anxiety. I can work myself up so much about trying to start a new relationship and all that I get miles ahead of myself. I hate that part.
Oh, the song changed to:
02 - I Am a revenant - The Distillers - Sing Sing Death House
The thing with Nicky is, if I were to date her, and it worked out, it would force me to grow up a little. I've been playing Peter Pan for a long time now. I just don't really care for the "real world" and I'm not at all interested in the horrible nature of the world I see around me. No more war, no more violence.
Mr. President, leaders of the world; I don't want any of your candy .. it hurts my teeth.
I think anout what I do know about nicky. She's so pretty and collected. I don't see myself that way at all but it's possible that being with a "woman" as opposed to a "girl" would make me happier and help to maintain my sanity. see, I'm doing it already, I don't know this girl at all and I'm thiking about "the future". Why do I suck so bad?
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STARCRAZYLUSH.COM: The DollCase Diaries
maxi:
thx for the compliment, the lighting in that set is just s window that i coverd in a frosted film.
mle:
i worte you an email darlin'.