angelxrotten

now playing: Dismantle Me The Distillers, Coral Fang.

I need new. I need change.

S H A P E S H I F T E R

must become the next version of myself and I'm having a hard time forcing this transition.

E V O L V E R

In my life i drift from one state to the next and in some eventuality I come to realize that I am no longer the person i was at the last junction.
I remember who i was when i was, well, who i was.
I can't tell you the things that changed, it's easier to say what stayed the same. My boy is the ONLY good thing I've ever done.

C A P I T U L A T O R

I'm not just being self depreciating. i don't feel that I've achieved anything substantial in my life. maybe I'm just lazy, but I feel like I had the talent and the intelligence to be so much more, do so much more. I sometimes have no sense of what it is I wish i wered oing instead of just being me. Sometimes I have rare moments when I'm pleased with the state of my mind. I like that i think larger than a lot of people. i feel like I don't fall for hype or propaganda. I don't subscribe to any preconceived notion about good and evil; right and wrong.

D E M O R A L I Z E R

but lately its been so incredibly hard to be here among "you humans". you, i , We are so terrible to one another I can't stand it. yet, at the same time we have such capacity for beauty and such ability to love that it becomes possible for me to see redemption. We are such a paradoxical creation. A two sided coin offering only salvation or destruction. Blak and white again i suppose, more choose left or right.
I'm not really a coke vs pepsi, ford vs chevy kind of man.

C O M P L I C A T O R

i asked a while ago if death was a creature that stalks a man his entire life waiting for an opportunity to pounce upon him and end his life or if death was simply the inevitable conclusion and therefore a natural part of life.

i know now that death is a reward. to live eternally would be so painful. more so even if you alone lived and watched all you cared for turn to rust. Mortality should give a sesne of urgency and direction. To be driven constanty forward to be better than we are today. instead i thin we have somehow apllied a capitalist sense of disposable comodity to human life.
what's one life when we share the world with six billion.

E X E C U T I O N E R

I'm here to destroy everything. if I have a calling in life it's to break concepts and alow exploration to run free.

therefore i am alone. I have no idea. I have no concpet. I am easily amused because everyday is full of such opportunity to learn and grown in vast directions. Too bad the majority of us have decided life belongs in a bottle.





That has never changed. it never will because we have allowed men to shape or lives. we should be men (and women) who live lives of our own design.