METAL MONTH CONTINUES!
now playing: Are You Dead yet? Children of Bodom, Are you Dead yet?
I know, I'm lame. You know what? i don't so much care because I 'm able to find some limited amount of joy in my day. Some people are miserable all the time.
I had a completely shitty day at work today. I'm tired of interviewing people, and then feeling guilty for trying to slide them too much money, (which I somehow have to justify to my boss and the district manager) and then feeling like an ass because the peanuts I was paying them weren't enough to keep them with my company anyway. The cycle starts again.
i just realized that the HUGE pile of shit we hang onto at work is another example of how we just try as hard as we can to fail. We lose track of current information and yet we have a filing cabinet full of expired tax-exempt applications from 1997.
I think i have to DEMAND execution and operational excellence if anything is improve. I really feel like making an honest attempt to suceed is the surest way to ensure that i willeventually lose my job, but I'm going insane.
I KNOW what needs done. I have seen retail done right.
I want to retire now.
now playing: Are You Dead yet? Children of Bodom, Are you Dead yet?
I know, I'm lame. You know what? i don't so much care because I 'm able to find some limited amount of joy in my day. Some people are miserable all the time.
I had a completely shitty day at work today. I'm tired of interviewing people, and then feeling guilty for trying to slide them too much money, (which I somehow have to justify to my boss and the district manager) and then feeling like an ass because the peanuts I was paying them weren't enough to keep them with my company anyway. The cycle starts again.
i just realized that the HUGE pile of shit we hang onto at work is another example of how we just try as hard as we can to fail. We lose track of current information and yet we have a filing cabinet full of expired tax-exempt applications from 1997.
I think i have to DEMAND execution and operational excellence if anything is improve. I really feel like making an honest attempt to suceed is the surest way to ensure that i willeventually lose my job, but I'm going insane.
I KNOW what needs done. I have seen retail done right.
I want to retire now.
jmesko80:
If they are too stupid to realize that you are trying to do the company a service they fucking deserve to fail...yet we do not deserve to fail, so its kind of a catch 22.