angelxrotten

Oh another eventful day has passed. i have a few hours before i must return to work. Reatail this time of year is unbearable. I've done this for so many years now i can't even imagine tolerating another year of it.

People push and shove. they bicker and moan. i hate it al. it's such madness. I can't believe the dehumanizing effect of bargain priced consumer electronics.

You know that come the day after Thanksgiving, all these savages will flood into my workspace at 5:00 in the A.M. (when any decent human being who was fortunate enough to have holiday would be sound asleep) to queue up in the fridged morning air wiating for .... waiting for what exactly? Some junk we shipped in from the poor part of china?

It's become a primary focus of my desire to see western civilization burn.
i wake up and i hate being me.
I go to work and i hate being me.
I come home and I hate being me.
Believe it or not, I do not hate myself. i don't even hate my life. this is all related to my job. Well, most of my despair is related to my job anyway. I do have some other issues.

I used to be (or at least I used to view myself as) a very creative and intelligent person. Now my self image is pretty tarnished.

I need a new job, Or the lotto.