got out of work late today ...which is kinda normal ....then I got home and the fam was screaming at each other so I just bolted up the stairs upon which I went on the Star Land Ball Room website because I have been really feeling like I don't do anything or go anywhere and I'm pretty lonely and I'm the only one who is going to change that. Low and behold I see that Bad Religion is playing October 22nd so i bought a ticket I plan to invite people to go but I feel like it's likely that I'll be there by my lonesome which is just as well I just want something productive and recreational to look forward to. I love my work and it makes me proud but there just has to be more so i think I would like to spend some time online today accomplishing similar goals of finding events to attend that will give me land mark dates to look forward to because I just find people hugely unreliable when I try to make plans to meet up with people it never works out and it's really getting to my psyche
