angelicfruitcake

I feel so lucky 2 have friends like you guys!!! But I have talked 2 a few people about my boy and I think if I just back off he will come back he is not mad at me he soes not hate me and he does not regreat anything we did togather he is just backing of because of this chick that's been friends with him for a ahile nad that has help him threw alot of hard time. Is all possessive of him like there togather when there not. He does not like her like that and he has a bog heart and no balls wich is a bad combo in a guy so he wont tell her that he does not want her around and to back off she smothers him and he does not like it. The reason why he is backing off of me even tho he wants to be with me is because he does not feel like dealing with the drama that she will cause. She tells ever one that she is so in love with him but then when we are working at the club togather the bouncer and I both of seen her make out with other guys and I don't know maybe its just me but normally when Your supposedly "in love" with some one You don't go makeing out with other guys I don't care there is no excusse for that. It's bullshit because I actually do love him and I want to be with him so badly I miss his smile and the way he laughts his cute little freckles on is back (he is a natural red head yummmm) we have alot in commen alot of people think we are solemates and we did bound we have been threw alot of the same shit and we are both cutters. I just hope we will be back in each others arms soon.
I am sooo sick I did not go to work to day I tried to call in but no one answers so my boss is probly pissed I hope I'm not fired tho I don't make shit my job still fun sometimes. I hope all is well with ever one els I'm out of here hit me back and let me know whats Up Love Ya all.