10 more days till st. patrick's day!! 
i still have that annoying cough, and the body aches.. my throat isn't as sore, but i've been drinking tea like it's air.. i'm so sick of tea. i've bought SO many different kinds, trying to keep it interesting, but i can't wait till this fucking cold is over and done with..
i have to go to class tonight and it's going to suck. not the class, i love the class.. but i've missed the last 2 classes and one of those were a critique
and i'm still not feeling good and don't feel like spending hours in a dark room filled with foul smelling chemicals.. i just want to feel better..
as some of you may know, my boyfriend is in a frat, so this weekend i went to the paddle party they have every semester to induct their new brothers. i love paddle parties.. thay're so fun! the guys who are becoming new brothers have to make a paddle for their big brother and then they get paddled with it, after they've had a couple drinks of course. and i've gotten close to alot of the brothers there, so after all the new brothers, and some of the current brothers, were paddled, they let their dates and any one else who wants to, exchange whacks. so i exchanged whacks with my friends lindsey and samantha, and then a few brothers.. so my ass is pretty sore, hahaha
things at home were going good for a while, but now, my mom is being a fucking nazi again.. jeff, her boyfriend, said that she's been moody becuz the doctor switched her meds again and they're trying to get the dosage right, but that's a load of crap. that may be part of it, but she's just complaining and bitching at people becuz she can.. i've dealt with it all my life, and that's the reason i moved out in the first place. i just got a raise at work, but my hours have gone down, so i'm just breaking even to pay all my bills. now i hear that gas prices will most likely go up by $0.25 in the next month, and next month i have to start paying another bill on one of my school loans.. so i definitely don't have the money for my own place right now. i'm going to have to get a second job just to cover raising gas prices and the new bill i'm going to have! i am so hating life right now.
things have been going good with marshall.. alittle better. i'm still adjusting to not being able to see and talk to him everyday.. and believe me its been hard. at times i've been downright bitchy. but i love him, and trust him and it's just from living here that's been putting stress on me. i feel like he was able to get away, and i'm still stuck here, like he left me here to fend for myself. i fucking hate this house.. i've seen so many small apartments in MA that i know i could afford if i just got a good paying second job, but i need to live in NH or my tuition in the fall is going to be outrageous! but i can't keep living here, and i need a place that will take cats, becuz i'm not leaving them. my mom wouldn't take them anyways, she hates them. she bitches at me about them everyday, gaurenteed.. even i come home at 11:30 at night, she makes sure to stop by the door and yell down how the cats did this, or i need to do this, or the cats are gone.. fuck her..
well, that's enough of my ranting.. anyone live in NH who needs a roommate and likes cats? these cats are adorable, neutered, don't scratch up things, and love attention.. oh yeah, and i'm easy to get along with as long as you don't bitch at me, haha.. i just need to get the fuck out of this place..
i still have that annoying cough, and the body aches.. my throat isn't as sore, but i've been drinking tea like it's air.. i'm so sick of tea. i've bought SO many different kinds, trying to keep it interesting, but i can't wait till this fucking cold is over and done with..
i have to go to class tonight and it's going to suck. not the class, i love the class.. but i've missed the last 2 classes and one of those were a critique
and i'm still not feeling good and don't feel like spending hours in a dark room filled with foul smelling chemicals.. i just want to feel better..
as some of you may know, my boyfriend is in a frat, so this weekend i went to the paddle party they have every semester to induct their new brothers. i love paddle parties.. thay're so fun! the guys who are becoming new brothers have to make a paddle for their big brother and then they get paddled with it, after they've had a couple drinks of course. and i've gotten close to alot of the brothers there, so after all the new brothers, and some of the current brothers, were paddled, they let their dates and any one else who wants to, exchange whacks. so i exchanged whacks with my friends lindsey and samantha, and then a few brothers.. so my ass is pretty sore, hahaha
things at home were going good for a while, but now, my mom is being a fucking nazi again.. jeff, her boyfriend, said that she's been moody becuz the doctor switched her meds again and they're trying to get the dosage right, but that's a load of crap. that may be part of it, but she's just complaining and bitching at people becuz she can.. i've dealt with it all my life, and that's the reason i moved out in the first place. i just got a raise at work, but my hours have gone down, so i'm just breaking even to pay all my bills. now i hear that gas prices will most likely go up by $0.25 in the next month, and next month i have to start paying another bill on one of my school loans.. so i definitely don't have the money for my own place right now. i'm going to have to get a second job just to cover raising gas prices and the new bill i'm going to have! i am so hating life right now.
things have been going good with marshall.. alittle better. i'm still adjusting to not being able to see and talk to him everyday.. and believe me its been hard. at times i've been downright bitchy. but i love him, and trust him and it's just from living here that's been putting stress on me. i feel like he was able to get away, and i'm still stuck here, like he left me here to fend for myself. i fucking hate this house.. i've seen so many small apartments in MA that i know i could afford if i just got a good paying second job, but i need to live in NH or my tuition in the fall is going to be outrageous! but i can't keep living here, and i need a place that will take cats, becuz i'm not leaving them. my mom wouldn't take them anyways, she hates them. she bitches at me about them everyday, gaurenteed.. even i come home at 11:30 at night, she makes sure to stop by the door and yell down how the cats did this, or i need to do this, or the cats are gone.. fuck her..
well, that's enough of my ranting.. anyone live in NH who needs a roommate and likes cats? these cats are adorable, neutered, don't scratch up things, and love attention.. oh yeah, and i'm easy to get along with as long as you don't bitch at me, haha.. i just need to get the fuck out of this place..
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shavon:
LOL thats awesome! We got to the same school yay!! I am a ceramic/sculpture major but I graduate in May so I won't be there too much longer but I may be getting a job there. 
I did tell the doctor that it hurts like and bitch and all they fucking gave be was antibiotics, it doesn't matter too much because it is finally feeling a little better today but I should have whined to them more about it lol. 
I did tell the doctor that it hurts like and bitch and all they fucking gave be was antibiotics, it doesn't matter too much because it is finally feeling a little better today but I should have whined to them more about it lol. 
tallredmann:
I have been a bad, bad boy. No update for all most two weeks. No 12 hours marathon on the computer as of late. At least not one that has included Suicide Girls. Working, focus only on work lately. Not going to change any time soon. No fun for me, oh well. Bills get paid, I live another day. Love, sex, the spice of life? I guess I have just put it on hold for awhile. Dont worry, Ill be rich and famous tomorrow, next week, next year, and all will be better. Such is life for tallredmann at the present time. Spread some love around, talk to you soon. 
