hey SG world..
not much has been going on.. or really, i haven't been doing much. kind of avoiding everyone and everything. and i don't really know why.. i think i'm just a little depressed. my depression always flares up in the winter, lack of sunlight and becuz a lot of shit happened to me in the past during the winter. pot always helps my depression, but with my lack of money there's been a lack of pot, and hence the increase in depression. doesn't help that the boy has been acting more secluded. i think that's my fault tho, becuz of the way i've been acting..
my check this week is going to be PATHETIC! probably like $80.. what the fuck
i have to pay 3 credit card bills, cellphone bill, and a car payment this month. and right now i only have $100 in the bank, plus my $80 check. that's not going to stop me from going to shows this month tho.
i tried getting on the list to get into the emery/18 visions show for tomorrow in manchester, but couldn't. so i'm just going to buy tickets and go to the one at the palladium in worchester on saturday. so there's $50 gone. i need to pay a minimum of $50 for each credit card this month, so i'm just going to pay $50 on one and $25 on the other two. so there's $100. so that leaves me with $30, and i need $15 of that for gas money to drive down to worchester and back.. so that leaves me with $15.. and i know something's going to come up and that money's going to be gone..
not getting much back on my tax returns either becuz my mom's boyfriend is claiming me as a dependent on his. i can't blame him becuz he has paid for a lot of my college classes in the past year, but i can't fucking pay off my credit cards if i'm only getting like $200 in tax returns! i haven't finished doing them, so i'm hoping that's going to go up..
hopefully i'm shooting my set today. i'm going to pick up my friend jessie after her class and she's going to shoot it. wish me luck!
maybe i should just say fuck bills, go buy myself a pound of weed and solve my depression problem for the next month or so.. yeah, probably not a good idea huh, hehe
i took my septum ring out.. and i kind of miss it! i just got it as a bet, but now i really do miss it! but i'm not getting it done again.. not going thru that. my noise is SO sensitive, it hurt a lot!
can't get my wings finished on sunday.. guess why? well if you guessed becuz i don't have any money, you're right! to finish everything it's going to cost around $400 including tip.. and i have $15 to my name after paying my bills this week.. so getting my wings finished are definitely out of the question...
well, i need to go eat something.. i was so happy i'd lost 5 pounds and was down to 130, but this morning the scale laughed at me and showed me that i'd gained it back. but i know why.. my mom's friend in washington, or oregon i can't remember, sent her homemade chocolates, and i ate like a whole box of them! but they were SO good
oh well.. gotta go.. later!
oh yeah, where'd pommyjef go?
not much has been going on.. or really, i haven't been doing much. kind of avoiding everyone and everything. and i don't really know why.. i think i'm just a little depressed. my depression always flares up in the winter, lack of sunlight and becuz a lot of shit happened to me in the past during the winter. pot always helps my depression, but with my lack of money there's been a lack of pot, and hence the increase in depression. doesn't help that the boy has been acting more secluded. i think that's my fault tho, becuz of the way i've been acting..
my check this week is going to be PATHETIC! probably like $80.. what the fuck
i have to pay 3 credit card bills, cellphone bill, and a car payment this month. and right now i only have $100 in the bank, plus my $80 check. that's not going to stop me from going to shows this month tho.
i tried getting on the list to get into the emery/18 visions show for tomorrow in manchester, but couldn't. so i'm just going to buy tickets and go to the one at the palladium in worchester on saturday. so there's $50 gone. i need to pay a minimum of $50 for each credit card this month, so i'm just going to pay $50 on one and $25 on the other two. so there's $100. so that leaves me with $30, and i need $15 of that for gas money to drive down to worchester and back.. so that leaves me with $15.. and i know something's going to come up and that money's going to be gone..
not getting much back on my tax returns either becuz my mom's boyfriend is claiming me as a dependent on his. i can't blame him becuz he has paid for a lot of my college classes in the past year, but i can't fucking pay off my credit cards if i'm only getting like $200 in tax returns! i haven't finished doing them, so i'm hoping that's going to go up..
hopefully i'm shooting my set today. i'm going to pick up my friend jessie after her class and she's going to shoot it. wish me luck!
maybe i should just say fuck bills, go buy myself a pound of weed and solve my depression problem for the next month or so.. yeah, probably not a good idea huh, hehe
i took my septum ring out.. and i kind of miss it! i just got it as a bet, but now i really do miss it! but i'm not getting it done again.. not going thru that. my noise is SO sensitive, it hurt a lot!
can't get my wings finished on sunday.. guess why? well if you guessed becuz i don't have any money, you're right! to finish everything it's going to cost around $400 including tip.. and i have $15 to my name after paying my bills this week.. so getting my wings finished are definitely out of the question...
well, i need to go eat something.. i was so happy i'd lost 5 pounds and was down to 130, but this morning the scale laughed at me and showed me that i'd gained it back. but i know why.. my mom's friend in washington, or oregon i can't remember, sent her homemade chocolates, and i ate like a whole box of them! but they were SO good
oh well.. gotta go.. later!
oh yeah, where'd pommyjef go?
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