angelfuckaz

I really hate Christmas it reminds me how fucked up my family actually is and how much I miss my Grandfather who pretty much raised me with my Grandmother. I just wish I could sleep through this whole day and wake up once it is over. I am just sitting back wondering what the fuck happened. I use to have a wonderful girlfriend and lots of friends I would die for, now I have a handful of friends and most of the time me and only me. Why does shit have to happen like this?