angeleyes7

So I have decided today that I just cant get over this kid I just dont know what it is it's like an everyday thing I think about him and I know he doesnt think about me.... how could he I was a fucking cunt but I only did it to save him and now I am regreting what I did.... People say that you only fall in love once but that is a lie because I have fallen in love with 2 of the most amazing ppl I have ever met and theres pros & cons for both and they equal eachother out. I really thought it was bullshit that this could happen but alas I am wrong....It wasnt a crush everyone said would pass... it's one that stuck around and rules my life. I just want the answer to just be there to make this so much easier...grrr people cant find one person to love and be loved in return and I have 2....