Monday Oct 16, 2006

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Hello all, sorry i haven't replied to any messages, my computer is dead and i am having to use my flatmates laptop whenever i get chance. I hate laptops!!!! I will reply as soon as the new hard-drive comes for mine and i can type properly! Big love to you all, missing you!!!!

Me xxxxx kiss
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dodgerofjam:
Wishing you a very happy birthday biggrin
Hope you're sparkly and well.

I'll speak to you when your new HD comes!

kiss
xxx
chomper:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!! biggrin
Hope you have a brilliant day Sorry me and Bash couldn't be there saturday night I was thinking about you Hope you had a brilliant time and that you've got some pictures
BIG BIRTHDAY HUGS N KISSES CHRISSY kiss kiss kiss

Monday Oct 09, 2006

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Thankyou for being so kind guys smile i loves you all smile

My cats are pure evil. I think i need to share this with you all!

Love smile xxx
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waldo_jeffers:
Just to clarify...by 'single friend', I don't mean to imply that you have only one friend in the world, I am referring your friend who is now single.
chomper:
Hiya chick Its good to hear from you Are you gonna get a new computer or can yours be mended?
I'm really really sorry me and Bash are not gonna be able to make it on saturday I've had to swap my shift at work due to it being one of the residents 60th birthday and their having a big party So i'm working until 10pm frown I'm really gutted cos i was really looking forward to coming and meeting you but we'll pop down in a few weeks time if you fancy it we can still go out for a drink biggrin
How you feeling at the moment ?not too bad i hope?How's work?
Anyway you have a brilliant night on saturday and have a fantastic birthday
Ill be thinking about you having fun whilst i'm working hard lol biggrin

Monday Oct 09, 2006

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Figured i ought to update, even though not a lot has really happened.
The bank sorted out my cheque and refunded me the money, which is nice.
Himself is driving me mad...he is always depressed (much like myself) but he never wants to do anything about it...there is only so much i can do and i don't think he realises that. I kinda think he...
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ferretbite:
1. You helped me out in a very sad moment, asking for nothing in return

2. You've been battling depression instead of giving in.

3. You have become an important person even though we never really met.

4. You've decorated your body and changed the color of your hair not giving a fuck what society standards say.

5. You... probably have done many things that I've never heard of? biggrin

Sounds like you've been busy enough to me in your life, and there's still so much more to come... kiss
bashster:
How do i top that written above.Next year me n chomps will kdinap you and take you to london with us.Hope your fine sweetie rocket up your boyfriends half chin up ole chum.Its birhtday time soon may pay you a visit lol

Tuesday Oct 03, 2006

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Hey all...It's my birthday soon!!!!

23rd October...What are y'all getting me? Lol..

anyway. I am very misrable, so anyone who doesn't want to listen to me moan had best stop reading. I am basically posting a message that i sent to a mate on myspace. I really cannot be bothered to write it all out again, there is too much to tell...

God it is...
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ferretbite:
What Am I getting you?.

Well I dunno, what do you want? I will send you love coupons by email but speaking of tangible things you can actually own and show off, I'm not too sure.

Lots of love, care and hugs
dodgerofjam:
I will put my mind to it and I will go for it and I will get a job and be happy and complete everything else on the list too biggrin
Yay!

No problem for the comments. I'm glad you feel positive cos of them smile
It's nice to know that I made a difference even if only a little bit.

Your comments have made me feel happier too.
kiss

Saturday Sep 30, 2006

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Hello all...sorry its taken me a few days to get back to you all. My life has been mental!!
I went back to work thursday and it was hell. I'd forgotten how much i hate the place. I'm cutting my hours down to 30 a week...i'll be even more skint then i already am but i need the time to myself before i go insane....
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chomper:
Sorry to hear work was crap How are you feeling?
I am trying to get time off work to come to your birthday do I would love to come
Ill let you know what happens
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
P.S My work is crap too
dodgerofjam:
Hmm, not so great, no frown
Everything's getting a bit too much for me at the moment. It seems that every single thing requires just a little bit more energy than I can actually give.

I'm starting counselling again at the end of the week though.
I'm counting on that to sort me out a bit! confused

Thanks xxx

Wednesday Sep 27, 2006

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Ghahahaha...i am back at work tomorrow frown I wouldn't mind but i still feel bloody pants and crap...sigh. Ah well, such is life smile
I am totally knackered today. I slept so badly, tossing and turning all night. I actually stayed at home last night too, part of the plan for a good nights sleep...rofl. I spent all night waking up and wondering where himself was!!!
I...
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snowtiger:
How that work is going ok and all that.Xx
luckie:
Work is always sucky frown But I quit my job on monday biggrin haha. My boss was a dickhead to me constantly, to the point of reducing me to tears 3 days out of 5...yet he only ever spent bout 20mins a day actually at work....the rest of the time he was watching UKgold from the comfort of his bed. Hmm.
Hows things? biggrin xoxox

Monday Sep 25, 2006

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jay_blank:
Aw....why do you say that? Are you not feeling it from him?

You definitely deserve the love! Sometime alone might make him realize it!
ferretbite:
You're right it's been a long time! Actually, too long. We have to arrange that.

kiss

Saturday Sep 23, 2006

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Helllloooo!!!!
Well, i hope you are all ok smile I had a really good time at the little sisters last night. We didn't get to bad until 3.00am! To think we never used to get on, now she is one of my best friends as well as my sister. All together...ahhhh! puke LOL! Tis true though.
Went to Hornsea with the folks and had a really good...
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badams:
thanks!

as cool/sexy as red hair is - it does have to be bright red - otherwise can looka bit poo.

likes the stars!
terminator_77:
i did it sexy girl! wink

i updated! smile

Thursday Sep 21, 2006

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Thursday already...I didn't get up until 13:05pm today...probably cos me and himself didn't get to sleep until about 4:30am frown It was just too bloody hot and we were both tossing and turning. Not good at all. So i am bushed today. I also have boxercise to go to tonight...my doc says the more exercise i do the better it will be for my CFS. I'm...
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sickpuppy2:
Lots of scars and lots of fun, So sayes Mr Barclays. Some not so fun scars though blackeyed puke
mark_plus_beer:
Clerks 2 was fucking hilarious !!!!

well worth seeing just for the final scene with a donkey biggrin

Monday Sep 18, 2006

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Well i didn't die. In fact i went round to my friends sat night and drunk a bottle of red wine to myself biggrin haha! I had a really good time too, we sat and watched crappy movies and talked for ages. A lot of the time staying in with someone is better than going to the pub i reckon.
Himself is very down. I can't...
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kittyvalentine:
Thanks, anyway. Really, it's reassuring knowing there's someone else out there with very similar symptoms to my own and who has been diagnosed with something. Often I've just wondered if I'm going demented.

I spoke to my mum on the phone tonight and she mentioned that my cousin (on my dad's side) has very similar problems to my own. I know he's had issues with depression in the past too.
dodgerofjam:
I don't think she will come to her senses.
Love is blind and all that frown

She really loves him even though she knows he's no good for her.
A lot of girls seem to like guys that treat them like shit. I don't really get it.

Today I teamed up with Rachel to help put up Electro's new pole in her room!
She's bought a metal pole-dancing pole from PoleCatz.co.uk or somewhere so that she can stay fit and learn to be a stripper biggrin
It's so much fun, it really is tongue
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