angel_ree

No longer bored or ill, but thought i would post anyhow
I got some stuff through the post for Himself yesterday, things we ordered for him off ebay when we together. This means that i will have to take them round to his place (more than likely). I am not looking forward to this. I also have his book, a hat and his baccy tin, so i really ought to get my thumb out and take em. I don't really want to see him though - if we have to speak i know i'll choke up and start crying and stuff. Embarrassing. I figured i'll drop it off tomorrow when i can take my sister for moral support. I know i have made the right descision breaking up with him, and the new boy is lovely, but that doesn't mean i aren't still in love with Himself...sigh.
Anyway...I'm off until monday again now, and i get to experience the perils of xmas food shopping tomorrow. I am dragging my mother with me though, the voice of experience and all that. I stupidly voluteered to cook for some friends on Xmas eve - as well as having drinks at my house the same night. And possibly cooking for some other friends on Boxing Day...how do i get myself into these situations?
Right, i am off to grab a bath before i go to the pub with my little brother. I don't want to look this rough for the rest of the night!
Loads of love xxxx xxxx