angel_ree

Fraid i'm all depressed again. I broke up with himself on Friday, and this time i think it is for good. I just got sick of feeling like i came second best to his 'weed' habit all the time. Plus we are so different, i like to go out and meet new people and he prefers to stay at home. We were together nearly 6 months and none of my friends have met him.
I'm devestated again though. I haven't been able to stop crying today. It doesn't help that he thinks we split up so could be with another guy. I do like this 'other' guy, and he has made it clear he wants me...but i still love the ex! I am very confused and depressed right now. It also doesn't help that i had to go for a health assesment in Leeds today. The docter was very nice - the assessment thingy was fine, but i just got home and really needed to talk to my sister. Only her new BF (my best friend!!) is here so i really don't want too.
All in all i feel shoddy.
Hope y'all are feeling better than me love xxxx