Hey all...It's my birthday soon!!!!
23rd October...What are y'all getting me? Lol..
anyway. I am very misrable, so anyone who doesn't want to listen to me moan had best stop reading. I am basically posting a message that i sent to a mate on myspace. I really cannot be bothered to write it all out again, there is too much to tell...
God it is all so rubbish right now. I can't remember how much i have told you bout whats going on, but i am getting sick of things messing up
To start the cheque for my rent bounced...and they are charging my landlord 6 for it. Because it is my cheque that has bounced i have to pay him the 6. Not a lot but when you are as crap with money as i am it really sux. I checked the account the cheque was supoosed to come out of and it had already gone. Yet my landlord hasn't received it. Which means my money is floating arounbd somewhere and the only reason i still have somewhere to live is because my Landlord is basically a nice guy. I've been on the phone with the bank and they are investigating, but i'm really worrying about it all. I just want it all sorted so i can stop fretting so much
My evil horrible stupid neighbour had a go at me for making to much noise. To be fair i was coming down the stairs a bit drunk at 11 at night...and they have a baby. But instead of asking me politely to keep it down he opened the door and said 'Can you make anymore f**king noise?' to which i replied 'Yes i f**kingcan, why?' and the proceeded to chew him out. Very classy. I then realised that i was being a complete bitch and no better then him, so i apologised profusely proceeded to explain why he was being such an unreasonable idiot for 10 minutes before i went into town. Ever since they have moved in they have been snide to me - i don't even know them!!! As we left I began to sob uncontrollably in the car (i had a few as you know :S). I felt so awful. Katie and Emma said that i handled the whole thing really well, but i still felt/feel bad. The neighbours Missis works in my local, and i ended up telling her all about it (through sobs and tears) in front of the whole pub and the rest of the bar staff, most of whom are my friends. Opps. My flatmate said when she got in from work at 12:30am they were really yelling at each iother about it...
Then...i went to the next pub and got short changed for 20. The guy checked the tills and told me they were down by 3!!! Lying bastard So i spend the rest of the night being a scab and letting my friends buy drinks for me I felt awful. I was throwing up half the night and spent all day sunday moping and depressed as well as being hungover. Today i still feel really down
So there you go. Please everybody keep your fingers crossed its going to get better!!!
Big love to you all <3 xxx
xxx
23rd October...What are y'all getting me? Lol..
anyway. I am very misrable, so anyone who doesn't want to listen to me moan had best stop reading. I am basically posting a message that i sent to a mate on myspace. I really cannot be bothered to write it all out again, there is too much to tell...
God it is all so rubbish right now. I can't remember how much i have told you bout whats going on, but i am getting sick of things messing up
To start the cheque for my rent bounced...and they are charging my landlord 6 for it. Because it is my cheque that has bounced i have to pay him the 6. Not a lot but when you are as crap with money as i am it really sux. I checked the account the cheque was supoosed to come out of and it had already gone. Yet my landlord hasn't received it. Which means my money is floating arounbd somewhere and the only reason i still have somewhere to live is because my Landlord is basically a nice guy. I've been on the phone with the bank and they are investigating, but i'm really worrying about it all. I just want it all sorted so i can stop fretting so much
My evil horrible stupid neighbour had a go at me for making to much noise. To be fair i was coming down the stairs a bit drunk at 11 at night...and they have a baby. But instead of asking me politely to keep it down he opened the door and said 'Can you make anymore f**king noise?' to which i replied 'Yes i f**kingcan, why?' and the proceeded to chew him out. Very classy. I then realised that i was being a complete bitch and no better then him, so i apologised profusely proceeded to explain why he was being such an unreasonable idiot for 10 minutes before i went into town. Ever since they have moved in they have been snide to me - i don't even know them!!! As we left I began to sob uncontrollably in the car (i had a few as you know :S). I felt so awful. Katie and Emma said that i handled the whole thing really well, but i still felt/feel bad. The neighbours Missis works in my local, and i ended up telling her all about it (through sobs and tears) in front of the whole pub and the rest of the bar staff, most of whom are my friends. Opps. My flatmate said when she got in from work at 12:30am they were really yelling at each iother about it...
Then...i went to the next pub and got short changed for 20. The guy checked the tills and told me they were down by 3!!! Lying bastard
So i spend the rest of the night being a scab and letting my friends buy drinks for me I felt awful. I was throwing up half the night and spent all day sunday moping and depressed as well as being hungover. Today i still feel really down
So there you go. Please everybody keep your fingers crossed its going to get better!!!
Big love to you all <3 xxx
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Well I dunno, what do you want? I will send you love coupons by email but speaking of tangible things you can actually own and show off, I'm not too sure.
Lots of love, care and hugs
Yay!
No problem for the comments. I'm glad you feel positive cos of them
It's nice to know that I made a difference even if only a little bit.
Your comments have made me feel happier too.