anesthesia

erica's right...i need to update

haha...erica is my favorite person ever and she totally hooked me up with Blag from the Dwarves and we went out to dinner and made out and it was fun. he's neat. and...therefore i'm neat. cuz he thinks im neat. even when im not acting very neat. so...that was neat. and so's erica. it has totally been my life goal to hook up with him...soo....mission accomplished!

annnnddddd...thats about it for that. me and DJ have an open relationship right now...so thats...good i guess. im enjoying it, i think it's making me a lot happier. i dont know about him cuz i got a drunk call from him the other day telling me he didnt want me fucking other people. and then he told me to forget about it...very strange. but whatever. i still care about him a ton and want to be with him, but having an open relationship takes a lot of the pressure off and makes my life easier so i think i want to continue with it.

ugh! i think i have a cold sore. but im not sure. ive never had one before and i dont really want to start now. and its not big and huge and nasty, but i can tell its there and it's very distressing. i want it to GO AWAY! and never come back!!! boooo.

soo tonight is my very last night dancing as a minor....crrrraaaazzzzyyyyyy..... and then tomorrow i start celebrating my birthday. and i probly wont stop till next monday, hahaha. good times i cant wait. wish me luck!!!!