Depression......
A state of mind or a way of life?
I don't know myself or my self.
Work as a way to survive
but going makes me want to cry.
People who are friends and I don't know it
friends who arent but won't show it
who are my friends?
are you? am I?
I don't know my mind anymore
but maybe I never really...
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A state of mind or a way of life?
I don't know myself or my self.
Work as a way to survive
but going makes me want to cry.
People who are friends and I don't know it
friends who arent but won't show it
who are my friends?
are you? am I?
I don't know my mind anymore
but maybe I never really...
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I don't know what to say, so again it comes down to using someone elses words to say how I feel today.
Thank you to K's Choice for this one
there's a chair in my head
on which i use to sit
took a pencil and i wrote the following on it
now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
dig it...
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Thank you to K's Choice for this one
there's a chair in my head
on which i use to sit
took a pencil and i wrote the following on it
now there's a key where my wonderful mouth used to be
dig it...
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thelastbeliever:
Thanks man 
thelastbeliever:
Nah she thinks it;s gay 
No hope, no love.
No time, no trust.
I miss things in so many ways
I miss things going on around me, I just don't notice
I miss the things I used to have, the people I used to know.
To my friends, thank you.
As for the rest of it................
I exist and it is enough
But just barely.
No time, no trust.
I miss things in so many ways
I miss things going on around me, I just don't notice
I miss the things I used to have, the people I used to know.
To my friends, thank you.
As for the rest of it................
I exist and it is enough
But just barely.
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barny:
sorry i cant remember wheither i replied to your comment or not :|
its a day like that! but i'll happily vouch for you! actually i dont understand whats happening with that atm, nic hasnt put up a new vouch for list for AGES... and hasnt updated the old one so its abit odd...
I'd email her if i were you and mention you've got sum1 who will vouch for you if needed...
its a day like that! but i'll happily vouch for you! actually i dont understand whats happening with that atm, nic hasnt put up a new vouch for list for AGES... and hasnt updated the old one so its abit odd...
I'd email her if i were you and mention you've got sum1 who will vouch for you if needed...
djtinbox:
Oooh you ride bikes too?
The luminarium is awesome,i loved it....made me think about moving into one haha
The whole thing is handmade and it's huuuge,i was really amazed by it.Man haha
The luminarium is awesome,i loved it....made me think about moving into one haha
The whole thing is handmade and it's huuuge,i was really amazed by it.Man haha
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thelastbeliever:
Cheers ears
thelastbeliever:
hey, you still on for that game of Halo later?
About 7ish?
About 7ish?
Looks like I will be in London for the bank holiday (have to be in the London office for Tuesday morning so the company are putting me up in a nice hotel overnight )
So if anyone has any suggestions for something fun to do that day and/or night put them here.
Thanks
Lost in confusion, a pit of despair.
I seem to be crying...
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So if anyone has any suggestions for something fun to do that day and/or night put them here.
Thanks
Lost in confusion, a pit of despair.
I seem to be crying...
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stellafly:
Hey man.............emo is not funny...it's a way of life for some......
I'm so depressed I think I'm going to sit in my room, alone, crying and writing poetry.
(P.S. I'm not emo, I just found that really funny too!!!!)
I'm so depressed I think I'm going to sit in my room, alone, crying and writing poetry.
(P.S. I'm not emo, I just found that really funny too!!!!)
rainwolfkin:
i have a tendency to drag the fillings out of my sandwiches and then smear them all over my chin before dropping them down my shirt, but i dont think it has anything to do with my teeth. i'm just clumsy.
I am not who you think I am
I am not that which I wish to be
Where to go? What to do?
How can I be free? Be me?
When I don't know who I am
and I know not what I want
I am not that which I wish to be
Where to go? What to do?
How can I be free? Be me?
When I don't know who I am
and I know not what I want
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kickinglovers:
logic never settled a heart, misconception just makes me angry.
kickinglovers:
mister. things are so confusing, i fear a losing battle. I came home today from seeing a friend who had been abroad and fell into my bed for a sleep, my temperature burning. i rose to eat half a meal and fell back in but i cannot sleep. my head swirls with such confusion.
i don't know what to do for the best.
i don't know what to do for the best.
Luck was needed but not around.
Love was sought but not found.
I fell fake, all front and no substance.
Like I might just fade away.
Friends are there and that softens the edges
but nothing stops the hammer blow.
My life lived in tiny packets.
Validated by all too few.
Can there be anyone?
Could it be you?
Love was sought but not found.
I fell fake, all front and no substance.
Like I might just fade away.
Friends are there and that softens the edges
but nothing stops the hammer blow.
My life lived in tiny packets.
Validated by all too few.
Can there be anyone?
Could it be you?
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mylittlebubble:
you are in bmth, me 2
mylittlebubble:
ARGH all the foreign students that try to chat you up when your out drinking!!!
Sunshine, lunch with a friend, Garbage on my ipod.(although what with the cock ups with the food we didn't really eat together, more like one after the other )
Sometimes the truest friends come from the most unexpected places
Might be going out tonight, if so wish me luck
I will try not to get too drunk
)
Sometimes the truest friends come from the most unexpected places
Might be going out tonight, if so wish me luck
I will try not to get too drunk
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kickinglovers:
you see that girl with the picture in her message sticking her fingers up to me - thats ms blue my ex.. whom i talk of.
hmm..
i just whinge about things. thats my thing. bec is the strop thrower. i'm too polite to throw them. i jus sulk and whinge.
hmm..
i just whinge about things. thats my thing. bec is the strop thrower. i'm too polite to throw them. i jus sulk and whinge.
kickinglovers:
you should.. but i wont laugh unless entirely necessary..
Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.
Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.
Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.
Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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forkandles:
No, fork 'andles
kickinglovers:
mm.. did u do wetherspoons?? *i promise (if u did) we aren't all that crap.
"oooh ooohhh you better stop. if you love me.. now's the time to be sorry...."
i jus spoke to the familiar.
becoming the male cat lady is not necessarily a bad thing, at least your whiskers will be mens ones and they wont be quite so scary.
mister i think its time u updated your journal....
"oooh ooohhh you better stop. if you love me.. now's the time to be sorry...."
i jus spoke to the familiar.
becoming the male cat lady is not necessarily a bad thing, at least your whiskers will be mens ones and they wont be quite so scary.
mister i think its time u updated your journal....
Okay, so after 3 and a half years of being single, I have come to the conclusion that it sucks.
Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.
Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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Now admitedly being in a relationship can also suck and there are some advantages to being single, but not enough of them and being in a relationship never sucks THIS much.
Of course I would have to say that my being single is entirely my...
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kickinglovers:
awwwk
lets just buy a bottle of vodka - far cheaper and easier to drown our sorrows.
aww you are such a sweet.
what sweet are you?
lets just buy a bottle of vodka - far cheaper and easier to drown our sorrows.
aww you are such a sweet.
what sweet are you?
kickinglovers:
i think i am a flying saucer ..
you are most definitly a pear drop..(i say that like i know you!)
or maybe i am rhubarb and custard..
oh and about getting u a woman and me liking her. i'm not interestedin anything new, i have reached this point which i just crave familiarity with someone i already know that well.. i just don't know exactly whom.
you are most definitly a pear drop..(i say that like i know you!)
or maybe i am rhubarb and custard..
oh and about getting u a woman and me liking her. i'm not interestedin anything new, i have reached this point which i just crave familiarity with someone i already know that well.. i just don't know exactly whom.
i'm also really picky about friends too. as i like everyone, i am only friends with people who i think are good people. i'm a bit of idealist at times and its probably not very good for me or my social life.