andsoitgoes

I need to shower. I didn't today, and it's hot as a fucking sauna in this house. Everyone suffered. Dogs, children, etc. It's miserable, or is that misrabl?

Whatever.

I would love, love, love AC in this house, but it's simply not feasable. The main bedroom has no air ducts, some fuckin' moron decided to cut those out of the upstairs plans.

And the entire air system would need upgrading, I'm sure. I'm too cheap. It sucks. THis sucks. I sit here in heat, and I hate it.

I'm also laid up with hip pain. We were supposed to go do things with other family today, but I had to bow out and sit, lay, do nothing. Plus I've been getting some serious Vertigo back, which is masked by the heat and hip pain. I don't know if I should go to work tomorrow. I'm really hesitant to keep taking time off, but the thought of sitting for a full shift scares me. Just sitting at the computer kills. I should be doing this from my iPad, but sitting on my ass for the day has worn the battery down and it has needs to charging.

I decided to watch Friday. It's been YEARS since I've seen that movie. It's far from perfect, and the biggest, most awesome part of that movie is Chris Tucker. Seriously. He MADE the movie.

"And you know this, MAN!"



while I was watching Friday, I got thinking... I wonder if weed will help the pain of my hip? MAYBE... Just maybe. I've not touched my pain stash in over a year, so I figured I'd dip in while everyone was gone.

I don't know if it helped, I think it did, I'm fairly sure it DID, but the problem is that it fucked me up, mentally, and made me hungry as fuck, which is the biggest negative side effect for weed.

And the eating makes my vertigo worse... so maybe it helped with the pain, but it's not a fair trade off.

I need to see the doc and get a RX for vic. I hate the thought of taking it, but I hate the thought of constantly being in this pain.

And I wish SaveMe was back