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Tuesday May 29, 2007

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I am still alive. Sometimes I seem to forget that.
I am no longer with my lover.
But I am moving on. I am now realizing what she realized quite awhile back...we have both changed, and we've grown apart. It was not done on purpose...people just change.
It is unhealthy to think that we BOTH will just like...change back to how we were.
We definitely had some amazing times together...so many memories that will be with me always.
And I do hope that there will be more with her, as close friends.
But...I want happiness for myself...and happiness for her.

How does one move on??
Well, I am not exactly sure yet...but I am going to figure it out.
I am empty feeling now...but I am staying positive...
And something great will happen again one of these days.
It did before, and I think it will again.

Happy memories of the past...and hopefully (soon?), new memories and experiences.
Ok?

I have my work cut out for me, or whatever they call it...
texax7:
Very insightful post. I have finally come to wanting to be here for myself. Finally. So as you say and on the road to recovery (again!) smile
May 31, 2007
faye:
Awe!

Thanks os much for the commenton my set.
Jun 8, 2007

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