Monday Oct 04, 2004

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i have such faith in humanity. even though bad things happen, i usually have a positive outlook, which is something i never thought of as a depressed little goth teenager. i used to think that i would never be happy. i thought i already had and lost the love of my life. i think the more i realized i didn't have it all figured out, the more i realized everything was okay. people are afraid of things they don't understand, but i just think we should embrace the unknown. be happy that someone cancels on you and you need to make last minute plans to do something you never would of thought to do that night, it could change your life. go out with that person you might not give the time of day, you could have a great time. or spend a day doing nothing at all. loaf around your house and take baths, read books, or walk around the yard aimlessly smoking cigarettes.

hey, theres always tomorrow. biggrin
mtlqueen:
How is Mademoiselle Tatou? Is she completely making you and Sarah2 daydreamy? Did you notice the colour composition in that movie? There's something red in almost every frame,very deliberate. And lots of dark green and yellow. One of my favorite cinematic feasts. You should watch "City of lost children" and "Delicatessan" too, they're beautiful to watch as well. Delicatessan is fucked too. Weeeeeeeeeee cannibalism!
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ehme:
dude...yer so smart!! I kinda feel the same way...i'm so glad there is still so much to learn...and i'll do it one day at a time...trying to enjoy it allsmile So what is this Tatou? is it a movie...full of red...i think maybe i need to see this too? I herd the party you threw for your frind was cool...i think it's so cool that even your parents helped and go into it.

Hey dude, what's you mailing address...i wanna send something...

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