andrepeat

i've never been the one to let you walk all over
but i have been known to stand outside in the rain
now my clothes are wet and i am shaking
dreaming of the warmth i will never feel again.
i've always been the one to admit it's never over
and i've also somehow left the choices up to you
so when you make up your mind and decide that you might want me
i come crawling back again just like i always do

and like a little girl that just wants comfort, i cling to you like the smell of smoke on my fingers
and even though i know you don't deserve me, it's not as much fun trying hard to stay away
oh i know, it's wrong to feel this, so i'm writing all these songs to convince myself you're gone.. but you're never gone

you've never been the one to tell me when it's over
you just leave it up to me, to get it on my own
and every time i tell myself that i wil not surrender
you come out into the rain and convince me i'm not cold

and like a little girl that just wants comfort, i cling to you like the smell of smoke on my fingers
and even though i know you don't deserve me, it's not as much fun trying hard to stay away
oh i know, it's wrong to feel this, so i'm writing all these songs to convince myself you're gone

you'd think that after everything we've been through
that i might learn my lesson sometime soon
i guess it's never come to your attention
maybe it is me that's using you