today.. i stopped lying to myself. i wasn't lying to be a bad person, i wasn't doing it out of spite or malice, or anything like that. i honestly wanted to believe it. but i woke up this morning having already made a decision that i think will clear my mind up enough to find the real route of the problem, not just the trigger. 
sadiemae:
i witnessed a pretty happy girl on tuesday nite, did i not? here's to looking up, kid. 