andolyn

So... I'm sitting here, debating on whether I want to start my blog by regaling you (at least I hope) with tales from my somewhat frustrating day, entrusting you with my fears, hopes and dreams, or just bullshitting. I'm apparently going with the latter .

Have you ever had one of those days where you can do NOTHING right? I just experienced one. I have a few jobs, and for some reason, today was the day where everything kinda hit the fan with all 3 today. You see, the problems were as follows:
1. I can't mind read
2. Electronics HATE me
3. I seemed to have lost the ability to work a copy machine

WTF? It all seems miniscule... but when you add it all up under the "I just quit smoking, and I am gonna see my boyfriend in 7 days, whom I haven't seen in 6 months, I still have no friends out here, and I'm starting school in a month"... well it just has me a might bit frazzled.

Other than that... I am so fucking excited!!!! Only a WEEK until I get to see my Ben!! Kisses and hands and love and more kisses!!! God I miss just kissing, the feel of his lips on mine, the warmth of his breath, the soft silkiness of his tongue.... hee hee. OK, now i need a cold shower LOL.

I know that all my fears of disappointment (his for me, not me for him... he could never disappoint me!) and silly concerns about it being awkward will disappear as soon as I see him... till tehn.. I'm going to keep writing to you loverly SGers... I love you guys!!!!

I can't wait to share pics of our road trip!!!!