what a week... already...
Don't you just love it when a "friend " of yours decides to come over for drinks .... i invited her.... and then after a couple drinks proceeds to tell you about how the guy im dating now said how my man said this to her and how she talks to him like everyday... Rubbing it, Gloating about it to my face and right in front of her CURRENT BOYFRIEND. Seriously WTF. How fucking retarded can you be. I am so pissed beyond belief right now.
I am going to stop letting people get so close to me because it seems as if everytime I let someone near me they fucking try to screw me over. I mean my man and I already talked to her about her hanging all over him when she was around him and I. And I thought that maybe she got the message but it seems that she didn't. Or its just the fact that she just likes to rub it in my face and try to make me feel bad. Who the hell knows.
I even confronted my man about this, cause we've had this issue before. And this made me realize that this is the one thing that has made her so obsessed over him. When I asked him about it he just said he was trying to give her a confidence boost. But again, who the hell knows. I certainly don't anymore.
Like I said, I am so fucking pissed off , irritated and confused its unbelievable. I honestly feel like this isn't the end of what I may find out in days and weeks to come and that scares the hell out of me. I mean, what else is going to surface .... what else is going to be said. scary.
Anyway, on another note
I got a job offer today. Working at target during the 4am shift. I took it , so it may look like my time is going to be filled up with nothing but work work work. I will have 2 jobs if I get this job. Right now all I am waiting for is the drug test to come back and the background check. So we'll see....... I can only hope.
My bbq party is coming up fast. I hope that everyone can make it. I'm very excited over this as my fire pit has grown in size and will get bigger again very very soon. And just cooking ... I love cooking and I will be cooking about 30lbs of meat this party. WWOOOO.
Like I said in a previous blog, my invites are open as long as I know you and you aren't going to stalk me at my house later. If you plan to do so I will sick my 75lb dog and brother on you..... muwhaha.
Got my 2nd dermal anchor done last week, it is healing nicely and I am having no problems what so ever with it besides trying to find a comfortable way of sleeping at night.
I'm sorry I haven't been too good about replying to people's comments on my blogs... I've been pretty busy with drama and work obviously. I also might be leaving SG soon. There are a few people on here that I cannot stand for different reasons and I really don't want to have to deal with them and their comments.
thats all for now my dears.
have a great rest of the week and all that fun stuff
xox
Don't you just love it when a "friend " of yours decides to come over for drinks .... i invited her.... and then after a couple drinks proceeds to tell you about how the guy im dating now said how my man said this to her and how she talks to him like everyday... Rubbing it, Gloating about it to my face and right in front of her CURRENT BOYFRIEND. Seriously WTF. How fucking retarded can you be. I am so pissed beyond belief right now.
I am going to stop letting people get so close to me because it seems as if everytime I let someone near me they fucking try to screw me over. I mean my man and I already talked to her about her hanging all over him when she was around him and I. And I thought that maybe she got the message but it seems that she didn't. Or its just the fact that she just likes to rub it in my face and try to make me feel bad. Who the hell knows.
I even confronted my man about this, cause we've had this issue before. And this made me realize that this is the one thing that has made her so obsessed over him. When I asked him about it he just said he was trying to give her a confidence boost. But again, who the hell knows. I certainly don't anymore.
Like I said, I am so fucking pissed off , irritated and confused its unbelievable. I honestly feel like this isn't the end of what I may find out in days and weeks to come and that scares the hell out of me. I mean, what else is going to surface .... what else is going to be said. scary.
Anyway, on another note
I got a job offer today. Working at target during the 4am shift. I took it , so it may look like my time is going to be filled up with nothing but work work work. I will have 2 jobs if I get this job. Right now all I am waiting for is the drug test to come back and the background check. So we'll see....... I can only hope.
My bbq party is coming up fast. I hope that everyone can make it. I'm very excited over this as my fire pit has grown in size and will get bigger again very very soon. And just cooking ... I love cooking and I will be cooking about 30lbs of meat this party. WWOOOO.
Like I said in a previous blog, my invites are open as long as I know you and you aren't going to stalk me at my house later. If you plan to do so I will sick my 75lb dog and brother on you..... muwhaha.
Got my 2nd dermal anchor done last week, it is healing nicely and I am having no problems what so ever with it besides trying to find a comfortable way of sleeping at night.
I'm sorry I haven't been too good about replying to people's comments on my blogs... I've been pretty busy with drama and work obviously. I also might be leaving SG soon. There are a few people on here that I cannot stand for different reasons and I really don't want to have to deal with them and their comments.
thats all for now my dears.
have a great rest of the week and all that fun stuff
xox
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grumpyoldbastard:
i wish i could, but im stuck at work all week, i lovesya andi
kninja:
Awww... dont shut yourself off just cuz most people are douche bags Andi, there are a few decent people out there, you just gotta dig to find em 