andi

my day yesterday.. how fucked up


So, I went to toys "R" us yesterday to get my son some party supplies because his birthday is on sunday but we are celebrating on saturday. Not more than a minute after I get into my car I get a call from my mother. Seems that the main lady at my son's daycare called my mother to tell her that she is calling child protective services. WTF! Seems that they think that I am neglecting my son. This is based on, my son and my fiancee were playing with markers one day and he drew circles around his nipples, a dot in his belly button, and a line on his stomach making a smiley face. 2, he had blood in his poo that we now find out is internal hemoroids. 3, he looks dirty supposivly. So here I am crying in my car and my mother tells me that she is happy that they are calling and that she will take him to her home to take care of him. I mean COME ON! How the hell am I supposed to treat internal hemoroids, there is nothing that I could have done to prevent that. We have now changed his diet to try and get rid of them, but it is somehow my fault that it happened? I don't think so. And oh my god, I forget to change his diaper ONE TIME. I think that every parent has done that at one point in time. Does that mean I am neglecting my son? Am I that bad of a parent? I certainly don't think so and I th ink my friends would agree. I am doing everything that I can to give the best care to my child. I am going to school also, which is so I can provide a better future for him as well. Oh, She is only 19 and technically a single parent. She is neglecting her son. WTF! I mean JESUS!

Am I really that bad of a parent? Please, tell me if I am.