ancoraimparo

yesterday was a roller coaster ride. it started with my ex girlfriend (who i'm still close to) returning from her amazingly spontaneous trip to louisiana to meet soem random girl from online, i trip i had begged her not to go on, i didn't think driving 26 hours alone would be safe. she came home alone but w/ a new gf in LA, which really hurt a lot. first girl either of us has dated since we broke up in august. i thought my new years eve was ruined for good until matt and i planned a trip to phouse in otown which turned the night completely around. we had a lot of fun, thank god. you gotta have fun when ur feeling like shit.
i got my tatoo yesterday, i know i'm kind of a baby, but it hurt like a mother. i got lightheaded and had to stop for awhile but then i got over it and was fine getting through the rest of the tatoo. anyway i'm glad i got it.
still feeling sad but i guess i should get used to it, i feel like it'll happen a lot in my life...