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name change.
i liked nyx but it was taken and i was in a hurry when i registered therefore nyxnyc, but i like this better, i think this pic is better too. i'm a work in progress.

valentines day, blech.
my husband HATES valentines day. I broke up with him once on Feb 14, so I guess its all my fault.
i got him a...
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rin:
my hair was not that bad, but parts of it have been bleached up to like 10 times since july 2004. so they are not the happiest bits of hair.
xxroninxx:
Aw, I hope you don't play that horrible game anymore. I /hate/ it when a girl goes that route to get out of...well, anything. It's so frustrating because it just aggressively avoids any relevency, nobody can actually win, and it's wired to just blow up into a fight anyway.

And I don't like to fight--especially over nonsense.

Bah, ok, so I'm just venting a lil here and you've become my unfortunate victim but damn...I /hate/ that game puke

Hence, why I just don't let myself get sucked in anymore--which is hard in itself!
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I never was good at keeping journals. Im fairly consistent in the beginning and trail off quickly. plus I keep thinking I want to write something really clever and with that kind of pressure Ill never write.
Ive been transferring old video to dvd for posterity, which is a good exercise but really exacerbates the 'oh my god Im so old and what have I...
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maxk:
Cute pic!

They decided to close the store yesterday, right after she got in! It was a good thing I decided to turn back. I would have gone in for nothing! Always trust your instincts!
kandice:
Honestly, I HATE the snow here. It is disgusting. Sigh. frown

But hey, thanks for the compliment! Im going to do a set eventually, I just have to wait on my post-surgery swelling to go down on my abdomen.

And wow, thank you OH SO MUCH for all the lingerie links! Im going to go through them all tonight and hopefully spend every last penny I have.. hahaha.

take care doll!
<3333 kandice
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rin:
i've met a tonne of people from the internet in real life and it doesn't feel like celebrity at all. it just feels awkward for a few minutes, usually.
brightredscream:
Yeah we were tempted to elope...and I'm still going through the thought process of: "Maybe it will be for the better if we just do that..."

But we put the deposit down on a small chapel, and a deposit down on invites....It's insane.

At least it's going to be a small thing.
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day started out good enough

coffee
bath

then devolved in self-pity and rage
sat through 3 mind-numbing hours of class

things dont seem so bad now

my shoulder hurts and i have to empty the camera and start again

i dont think it was class that made my bad mood away, maybe it was food. i often forget to eat
xxroninxx:
The parable's meaning, in short, can be summed as this:

Truth today, isn't the same truth tomorrow.

By the time you ever get anything all "figured out", it'll always be after the fact and much of the time...not even practically applicable anymore.

Theres my short answer
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drstinkypants:
i used to wear combat boots too but they are too much of a pain in the ass
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slannyfaced:
homework!?....you're 36, you should be focusing on doing things that kill brain cells...
might I suggest some Aquavelva and soda....3 parts velva, 1 part soda.....
mmmmm, burning trachea.....
slannyfaced:
yeah, an endorphin high is much better than drinking aftershave, which I was only joking about, by the way......one of my friends has a song on his cd called velva and soda....he wrote it about alll the rubbies around town who drink it....which is quite funny, and kinda sad too....

Never tried herion.....and dont think I ever will, with my addictive personality and all....

so, what are you taking in school?
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aaaahhhhh Sunday morning. coffee and relaxing and nowhere to be.
Im still trying to figure out what Im doing here on sg. Ive decided its a combination of needing an expressive outlet and a midlife crisis.
Expressive outlet: I used to take pictures of myself that would fit in on this site, maybe someday Ill get around to scanning and posting them. I could be...
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mngddss:
Hey thanks! blush
valerie:
motherhood is definitely sexy! welcome to the site!
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i cant find any pictures i like for my profile. someday i'll get around to taking some

i wish i was a better liar. i cant lie. i could when i was 12, but i guess the fairy dust wore off.

maybe in the next life i get to be a femme fatale, in this one i'm a goody-goody. today that is. i can always...
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maxk:
I think your profile pic is great.

Why don't you like it?
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sometimes its good to feel like i'm 15 again, sometimes it is painful.
i like it when i get butterflies in my stomach and it feels like the world is mine for the taking
i hate it when i get so mad or sad that i cant think straight and i just wanna smoke and sleep or smash windows and generally fuck shit up
just...
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maxk:
I didn't get a chance to see Amy. My diamond presentation got pushed back and I did not want to put off my clients, so I missed the reading. frown

The '70s pornos sound like they're a kick! You've got to find them again! smile
maxk:
I tried to send this in a message to you, instead of a post, but the system kept on freezing.

Don't know if you're a fan of The Dresden Dolls or not, but Amanda Palmer is doing her solo show here in NYC at Joe's Pub on Feb 3rd, and I have reservations for dinner and the show. Would you care to join me?

You can check out my past posts and cross reference my friends, and you will see I'm not a psycho. biggrin

Check The Dresden Dolls out on iTunes, and then let me know if you'd like to go. smile
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argh, my picture looks funny. i dont have time to deal with this now.