anaxarete

what to write
i've been spending a lot of time in SG Cgat.
its amazing how its addicting and boring at the same time
i am depressed and inactive
i long for the creative force to grab me. but i think there needs to be a little effort on my part. i heard someone say once
'no one ever had a spiritual awakening watching TV'
which may or may not be true, but you get the spirit of the message.
i've been reading more recently. mostly child psychology stuff to help me understand myself and myimpact on my child. it is a terrifying responsibility.
i also read one of susie brights books, also an entertaining read. makes me wonder what it would be like to have sex with her.
not sure what to read next .... a teddy roosevelt bio that my husband has been after me to read for a loong time or moby dick. i should read the bio, i started it, its very entertaining. teddy was an amazing man.

i have yummy burrito and root beer for dinner though, so things are looking up.
(the journal feature here should have a spellcheck, i'm too lazy tonight to cut and paste)
gaak, i'm just gonna post this and get it out, then post something new tomorrow morn