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aaaahhhhh Sunday morning. coffee and relaxing and nowhere to be.
Im still trying to figure out what Im doing here on sg. Ive decided its a combination of needing an expressive outlet and a midlife crisis.
Expressive outlet: I used to take pictures of myself that would fit in on this site, maybe someday Ill get around to scanning and posting them. I could be inspired to take more which would be good, the flirty silly sexy part of me has been dormant too long and if sg wakes it up again - great! I used to write too, none of that for awhile either, it feels like I have tons of input in my life and no output, no production. Doesnt matter if anyone sees it, just need to do it for doing it sake.
Mid-Life crisis: I feel old, way older than I should. Old and boring - too many responsibilities not enough fun kinda old. and full of regret about my 20's. I feel like the lion in winter whos hopefully about to have a spring - maybe the mid-life crisis reasons are not too good to be on sg - a little salt in the wound for a masochist like me

so, why are you on sg? Were you ever conflicted about it (like me) or do I just overthink things.....

Ok, now back to Sunday morning pursuits....