All the photos!

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I recently uploaded all of my photos from he beginning of my modeling career onto Flickr and I wondered if anyone here would want to see them. There ended up being nearly 300, I wouldn't add them all at once, obviously that would break the Internet, but I could add them gradually.

What do my amazing followers think? Add the older photos or just work...
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anarra:
If I posted that there's be no surprise when I posted pics ;)
darthmode:
That would be lovely 

Living with an "invisible illness"

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At age 14 I developed a fatigue that was completely debilitating. I would wake up to go to school at 6:30 and by the middle of my first class I would fall asleep, and this was after 8-10 hours of sleep! 18 years later and hundreds of tests I finally have a diagnosis. 2 years ago I was diagnosed with Idiopathic Hypersomnolence, a rare sleep...
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tmax:
You will make it, it's very tough with sleep problems!!
stgeorge:
Must be a struggle, certainly is an eye opener into something I know little about 

Relief and fear all at once.

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My degree in college has been psychology, I want to be a sex therapist and I know I'd do extremely well in a therapy setting, however, today I had to make a pretty massive detour that will push that goal a few years out for me and I'm terrified. The problem is my time is severely limited. I'm a single mom to two amazing kids...
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nobleone:
It takes a lot of strength to be a mom, even more to act selfless against one's own desires, I think that strength will see see you thru to your dreams @deviantred! 
tmax:
Family first , but keep focused on your studies and career as this will also be in your children's interest in the future!!  

The meaning behind my tattoos

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I've had a few people ask about my tattoos and wonder if they had any sort of meaning to them. This is always a difficult question to answer. Yes they do, but that meaning is sometimes very personal and not always understood by others. I will do my best to explain the meaning behind them for you, some I may not be able to put...
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lordcyberdragon:
Those are all completely understandable and great stories behind them.
practicallyhere:
Thank you for this @deviantred it's awesome to hear these meanings.  The small of the back tattoo is always attractive too BTW, I know that term tramp stamp has always been thrown around but I think it was invented by those that were jealous of the people that were daring enough to get ink and intimidated by the fact that it can be SO sexy.  Also, your ink is  beautiful.

Demons

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The sun warmed her milky skin and young blades of grass tickled between her toes as she moved forward. Steady breathing, chin up, and shoulders back kept her movement calm and confident. A shadow followed eternally behind. This ambiguous figure was often seen as a raven, black as death it silently mocked her. Other times it appeared a hauntingly quiet representation of herself, but on...
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nobleone:
Love your voice!
nutworld:
Wow...this hits home

Curvy vs. Fit

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I know most people battle with this on a regular basis. This topic covers both genders and is equally a big deal among them. I had a hard time being comfortable in my own skin and for the greater part of my life I felt inadequate, unattractive, fat, and gross. It has taken a few years, but I no longer feel that way. If I...
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nazarethjones:
About 8 years ago I got the wake-up call for pre-diabetes...I was offered medication (metformin) at the time, but declined in an effort to try to manage it through lifestyle changes. I started cutting out blood-sugar raising foods, the obvious stuff first, but eventually found myself firmly in low-carb land. I got the weight, blood pressure, and blood glucose well under control, and slashed all those pesky lab numbers (cholesterol, triglycerides, etc.). I'm not sure where I got the willpower to bring about such a seemingly permanent radical change...I've never been the poster child for discipline and restraint.... Good to hear other similar stories!
nazarethjones:
Oh and I neglected to mention this in the above post...curvy TOTALLY does it for me;) Not only that, but I think women can be at the same time curvy and fit!

Shadows

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It always starts with a slight change in temperature, as if he's walked into a cool breeze during mid day when the sun is at its highest. The little hairs on his neck dance, sending a cold shiver through his body. On rare occasion the sound of rustling leaves will send whispers of secrets she long kept from him to his ears. He can almost...
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practicallyhere:
What a beautiful and haunting story.  Did you write this? 
anarra:
Yes I did write it, writing is one of my secret hobbies :)
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