yay! first emo post!
ok.. so yay! wasn't really the best choice there.
My heart is broken. A person I absolutely love and is one of the best friends I've had in my life isn't speaking to me anymore. He's sweet, wonderful and so funny.. why did I fuck this up? Why couldn't I have just pretended his joking didn't bother me?
God.. Why the hell are my hormone's rampant. For Dog's sake.. were I unmarried and living in the UK.. I would have proposed to him by now, I swear.
I miss him and my tears won't stop. Sorry isn't good enough. it never really is though, is it? People say it and not really mean it, just like saying "I Love You." they're just words. I guess that's what he saw when I said that to him lst night. nothing but words.
I can't close my mind without thinking about him. I dreamed of him last night and I woke up with tears on my pillow.
I'll never get over this. I'll never smile the same way again.
ok.. so yay! wasn't really the best choice there.
My heart is broken. A person I absolutely love and is one of the best friends I've had in my life isn't speaking to me anymore. He's sweet, wonderful and so funny.. why did I fuck this up? Why couldn't I have just pretended his joking didn't bother me?
God.. Why the hell are my hormone's rampant. For Dog's sake.. were I unmarried and living in the UK.. I would have proposed to him by now, I swear.
I miss him and my tears won't stop. Sorry isn't good enough. it never really is though, is it? People say it and not really mean it, just like saying "I Love You." they're just words. I guess that's what he saw when I said that to him lst night. nothing but words.
I can't close my mind without thinking about him. I dreamed of him last night and I woke up with tears on my pillow.
I'll never get over this. I'll never smile the same way again.
gameshow:
as your personal physician i prescribe (1) taking back sunday "tell alll your friends", to be followed with (1) Fallout boy "take this to your grave", Wash with liberal amounts of alcohol and self loathing *not to be taken without your own creations of crappy poetry which will wind up meaning more to you than this guy ever did*