anarchist

For all who are interested. I live in Calgary, and at the moment it's snowing. It's been snowing all day actually. I really have to question why I'm not livng in Spain?

My week so far has been this. Applying for jobs. School. And the occasional wet dream. Hmmmm, who should I dream about tonight? Maybe I'll tell you tomorrow?

The sun is gone, again... It only came back for that one day and then it decided to go away. It wouldn't be so bad if I had a warm body beside me right now, but that's a tale for another day.

I watched Army of Darkness again today, I really adore that film. Not because it monumental in anyway, it's so cheesy it's good....
Read More

The sun is shining... killer, it's been covered by clouds for the last week, I was starting to get rickets.

So, how could I have forgotten Nimhly in my fantasy with the Suicidegirls and the spanking. Of course she was there as well. Wearing her rubber ducky pyjamas and slapping me like I was her prison bitch. Just for a note, if you want to...
Read More

School is going well. Especially film studies. How many people can say that they go into class on tuesday to watch a film, than sit down to discuss it on thursday. Though, it's a little more expensive than if I just rented the films, but it'll teach me how to look at films differently. That and we're watching the director's cut, which most times isn't...
Read More

Wondering what I should read, or draw, or occupy my time with. Well, it's 12:30, so maybe I should actually try to sleep. Ah, the life of the insomniac though.

Some problems do exist and that is boredom. Television past a certain time becomes infommericials. Hence the reading and drawing, though, that isn't always possible. You usually get to a point where you're so tired...
Read More

I'm going out to MING tonight. What the fuck is MING you ask? Well MING is my favorite martini bar in Calgary.

I'm going out for a birthday, though I have a tendency to not get along with this person. But as long as I make a apperance at the table for one drink, then I'm free to wander to other tables. I'm a social...
Read More

Masturbation... a subject that never grows ill for me.

So why masturbation? Because it's there, it never says no, and you don't feel guilty after. Though sometimes, nothing compares to the scent, the feel, the copulation with the opposite sex. Though in a pinch and no one is avaliable, masturbation is always a good alternative. Or if you have a half hour to waste.

Not...
Read More

Work has ended... finally.

Now I get a entire week to sit on my deck and read or masturbate. Actually, anything I really feel like. Why is that? There isn't much to do for next week. All my classes are registered for. All that there needs to be done now is the student loans and buying of books. Maybe I'll look for a part time...
Read More

Im daydreaming.

Specifically, Im daydreaming of Africa. Not the real Africa, with famine, the poverty, drought, AIDS or death. Im daydreaming about a idolized Africa. One with herds of animals, and a land not touched and handled by industrial man.

In my daydream, Im not as I appear in real life either. Instead, Im a naked Zuluu warrior living on the plains of the African...
Read More

is this the first day, or the last day. i can't really remember. maybe it's just a regular day, and for me it's irregular because of the different decisions. in one sense. i'm leaving a job to go back to school. to leave the security, a regular paycheque, to be unknown about the future again. but i'd rather face the anxious feelings of the unknown,...
Read More