anarcha

So so so.... I am doing pretty good. It looks like ben and i found a decent place in brklyn... but its ways the fuck out on the L... cheapest places are farthest from manhattan... but fuck manhattan anyway, brooklyn is the place to be. i'm slowly and painfully accepting that blaine is really moving to egypt for 2 years. but i'm not gonna talk about that cuz nobody really understands and i don't expect anyone to i guess. i just know in my heart my feelings for him won't change. THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS YOU KNOW. and if ya don't know now you know..
I worked a couple shifts at the club this weekend, worked out ok. i made rent money at least and a bit for food and such. it was fun to stay in park slope with my buddies steven and mike, i haven't seen them in forever and it was so good. i wonder what i'll do when i graduate in may and everyone kinda goes there separate ways... i think i'll go to grad school somewhere on the east coast. have i mentioned i'm a nerd? i need a job in new york now... anyone know of any good openings? i'm also applying for an internship, nothing big, with brooklyn parents for peace, seems like a good place to work, something i have my heart in. i want to do a new photoset, i think reagan will shoot one for me. i want to do one on the roof of my old apartment in billyburg, with the bridge in the background, its a good thing i know the people who are moving in.
i can't wait for school to start, but alot of drama i left behind when i went to amsterdam may add a little extra stress, but maybe we can act like none of that ever happened. not to mention how my schedule is all screwed up cuz they switched the timeslot of one of my classes. i just need something to focus on.
right now, i'm a bit sick and i want to be better..... i miss all the people that used to post comments on my entries... where the hell are ya?