anarcha

Sorry I've been m.i.a. lately... i was horribly sick for like 2 weeks. but now i'm finally better! thanx antibiotics... i don't take them often so when i do they work. anyway... i'm done with one of my classes and already got my grade, i did well so i'm pleased... it was my urban studies class. still two more finals to do... one of them i heard is pretty hard, this girl told me about her friend who took the exam like three times cuz he kept failing and he never passed. but its a take home exam so i'll just get the text and see what i can do. i work pretty well under pressure. other than that i have just over a month more in amsterdam, and then its back home... and school in september. i need a job when i get back. basically i'm stressed about returning to the frazzled life i was living in nyc... all my relationships seem fucked and i need to find a new place cuz we're finally ditching the shithole. i don't know, i just need to take things one step at a time...
.................trying to feel zen........