anaphel

First of all, I need to apologize because I haven't been such a devoted member of this community like I used to be. I still love it all, but I've been having some personal problems and such, so I've been away.

On Monday, I was thinking about SG a lot for some reason. In summer 2009 I really wanted to model for SG and shoot a set, but then had a major collapse self-perception after breaking up with my boyfriend of 3,5 years (who was very supportive of the idea of me modeling for this, he liked the site). And so, the idea of shooting a set just got lost and I hadn't put much thought into it until Monday. I was in the bathroom in the morning and it just hit me, yeah, why not shoot a set. I feel that I'm much more mature now, also, and I wouldn't be ashamed if my family found out or even people at my workplace. And just like a heavenly sign, Monday evening my beloved Dwam asked me on Flickr about shooting a set... Such a divine coincidence.

The only problem is that my current partner doesn't like it all very much. And we've been on the verge of a breakup for a while and I wouldn't want to make it worse with this.. So negotiations ahead.