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anaphalaxis

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Friday Oct 29, 2004

Oct 29, 2004
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well I feel like shit. Was scheduled for a date on the evening I found out about my ex, Suffice it to say it didn't go well for that and other reasons.

I'm left thinking about how I would feel if my ex had died and whether it brings any perspective on my feelings for her. I spoke to her yesterday. She's fine. Some liver damage that should heal but nothing else serious. She'll be back in the country by next week in all likelyhood. I want to hold her close and feel that she's still there. I also want to not see her at all.

She told me she really missed me. I lied and said I missed her too. I haven't let myself miss her. Whenever I achieve distance something happens to pull me back in again...

Thanks to everyone for support etc. You people are all wonderful kiss
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iggy:
thats some heavy stuff you got going on there man....I am here if you need to talk....it definately is hard sorting out how you feel about someone, especially in situations like that.

kiss kiss kiss
Oct 29, 2004
cherry_deadly:
Hugs for you sweetie kiss
Oct 30, 2004

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