Oh why do I pick up the telephone when I see that name?
No, not the Ex, the Ex's mother. Why won't that family leave me alone? Don't they know It's bad to keep trying to drag me back in? It's over, in a *very* big way, I'm the one that feels bad about it, not her. Sure, it was the right thing to do, but for fucks sakes, that doesn't mean I like it, and it doesn't mean I need reminding of it every five fucking minutes... Sure, things weren't clear cut, and we still care about eachother, but I can't do her ostritch impression and just get on with things while still being friends. It was all to intense, it was all too much to meet over coffee every second week and exchange pleasantries. That's not what I want. I can't bullshit like that.
It also doesn't help when even her mother says I did everything right and she was just too immature to deal with everything that went on. I guess I should feel gratified by that, but it is another tie that I want to break. I always new this would happen. Never fratonize with the inlaws... I have a feeling I'll wish I never typed this in the morning. Put it down to the demon drink....
oh sod...
No, not the Ex, the Ex's mother. Why won't that family leave me alone? Don't they know It's bad to keep trying to drag me back in? It's over, in a *very* big way, I'm the one that feels bad about it, not her. Sure, it was the right thing to do, but for fucks sakes, that doesn't mean I like it, and it doesn't mean I need reminding of it every five fucking minutes... Sure, things weren't clear cut, and we still care about eachother, but I can't do her ostritch impression and just get on with things while still being friends. It was all to intense, it was all too much to meet over coffee every second week and exchange pleasantries. That's not what I want. I can't bullshit like that.
It also doesn't help when even her mother says I did everything right and she was just too immature to deal with everything that went on. I guess I should feel gratified by that, but it is another tie that I want to break. I always new this would happen. Never fratonize with the inlaws... I have a feeling I'll wish I never typed this in the morning. Put it down to the demon drink....
oh sod...
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Oh and about the arrest. Tell me where to send the bail money cause uh It was MY fault. But it was fun wasnt it?
I really want to plan a trip down there sometime soon. Leaving the country is something I've wanted to do for awhile. If you ever decide to venture to the states and are anywhere near Arizona, you have to stop by and we'll take a trip to Mexico. I haven't been in ages, but I remember the beautiful beaches and white sand and just... relaxing. I need that right about now.
I do understand what you are going through. I've been through it a couple of times myself. Its really hard to break up with an ex and still be close to their family... and on top of that knowing that the family still wants you guys to be together. After awhile I start to avoid the family's phone calls as well. Sometimes all it takes is time.
Best of luck with that.
love
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