anaphalaxis

well hey! Its finally worked out then? Its funny, but I get all excited for you each time I hear some update from you on that venture, and now your finally confirming that your plan is indeed off the ground and running and again im so excited for you but part of me also feels like crying a little bit. Odd. Then again, not the only odd response ive had to things today. Might be finally time to get my mental helath looked into
Really, for the best is something people only say when the old die. I suppose the thinking is best to be done with it before you have to go through some wasting long death. Im sure thats a notion that you understand. But mostly i think its a religious thing. Either way, I believe sometimes it can be for the best for the one who is passing even if its not for those left behind. Some people just seem to be ready to die. I can only imagine how busy you are now, but if you find the time you know where to find me and feel free to tell me all about....anything. I miss hearing from you!