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Not large amounts to report really, I lead a rather dull existense currently. The housemates went before the maxim became true: "Houseguests are like fish, they go off in three days". It was fun seeing them again.

It has been all work work work, which is crap. And when I look at the bank balence I don't know why I'm not a little more flush....
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Last night I went to a little joint in Soho to watchTomorrows Warriors, one of our best young Jazz groups. They were fucking amazing as always. I love Soho. It reminds me of a million good nights out and a thousand summer afternoons drinking on Old Compton St.

TW run an open mike session in the Jazz cafe every Sunday that I try...
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Hot hot hot! The weather has been gorgeous two days in a row. It is 8.30 and I am still sitting here with all my windows open sipping pimms and listening to Wayne Shorter. Aaaaah, if it was like this all year round I don't think I'd ever get depressed for more than a day. Suddenly all my troubles have dissolved into the sunlight.

This...
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Wake up smoke go-to-work smoke drink writesmokedrink writesmokedrink writesmokedrink sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.....

What a healthy lifestyle I lead at the moment. Oh, and so fun and rewarding too! The film script is a huge sprawling mass of shite. I feel like throwing it in the bin and starting again sometimes.

I also feel like going out and carausing more at the moment to take my mind off...
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Well just when I thought I was out.... I'd just got used to the fact that we were over. Then she freaks cos she can't get hold of me.... phones all my friends, one of which I am with... bursts into tears cos she thinks I have died or something... shows up... we get on as we always have... tells me she still loves me...
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1. Final closure with the ex girlfriend. Well, almost. I'm supposed to be meeting her some time in the week. I'm not so sure I want to.

2. At last I have finished my script. What a bitch it was, and I'm not sure its that great. Needs some editing before I'll be totally happy with it. Nonetheless we are pushing forward and meeting with...
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red red wine... is giving me heartburn... can't handle whisky... rum is to sweeeeet.... All the vodka's out of the freeeeeezeeeeeeer, grain and grape shouldn't meeeet... No mixers in stock... perhaps I should just ea....

no.

Drink warm vodka?

Well, had a couple of shit weeks, perhaps reaching final closure with my ex, but I'm still not sure what is really going on with her. I have a feeling it is time I made the break even if she doesn't have the guts to... ugh.. it is all a horrible mess. 2 years of really quite stable and beautiful connectivity and then... christ knows...
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I've moved to the darkest and most evil depths of North London... I never thought I'd see the day. But anyway, the rent is cheaper and it is a cute little flat all to myself. Unfortunately I live right next to a Majestic winehouse and have two pubs on the same block. That has to be a good thing.

And I am making a living...
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Well, what is it all about really? I thought life would at least have in inkling of direction by now but.... christ knows where I am going...

Well I am back again. It seems I only manage to log in every six weeks or so, which is a shame, since if I didn't care I would have cancelled a long time ago.

So what's new? Not much really. Still astrainged from the ex who wants to marry me but cant handle a relationship.. business not going too well this year and I...
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Well, after an extended leave of absence I'm back. Been horrendously busy setting up a business with a friend, cos playing cards really started to NOT pay the bills, and I think I've reached my glass cieling for the moment in terms of skill.

And I split up from my GF of two years a while ago, it's all very complicated. Anyway, a bit of...
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