well, im screwed. for since ive been working ive been working my ass off regardless of being sick tired, etc because i always felt that i was broke and had nothing. this is actually the first time i only have ONE job (yeah!). first i needed to save up for a car, then i needed to pay off said car, then a new computer, last step school. i now have my car, a computer, and i go to mcc so i make enough in a month to pay off the whole semester so what do i need now? i know that in a few years ill need to pay for real college when i transfer but thats not enough motivation to work cuz it seems too far away to worry about.
at this point i show up for work, half asleep (i do at least look decent most of the time cuz u never know what can happen) give away as may tables as possible and spend most of my time looking for he best corner to hide in so no one asks me to do anything. on top of that i give away all my shifts, i got down to 3 last week. i have no idea how to get my motivation back short of making a ridiculously unnecessary purchase like that $8,000 alien ware computer ive been looking at. at least then id b saving some money while paying it off i think, maybe. dont really see the point though seeing as it will be out dated in a year tops. then i thought i should find a crazy hott girl so i can be her sugar momma. i do get the feeling though every time she opened her month id just want to punch her in it. those girls tend to not be the brightest.
any ideas on regaining my motivation???
at this point i show up for work, half asleep (i do at least look decent most of the time cuz u never know what can happen) give away as may tables as possible and spend most of my time looking for he best corner to hide in so no one asks me to do anything. on top of that i give away all my shifts, i got down to 3 last week. i have no idea how to get my motivation back short of making a ridiculously unnecessary purchase like that $8,000 alien ware computer ive been looking at. at least then id b saving some money while paying it off i think, maybe. dont really see the point though seeing as it will be out dated in a year tops. then i thought i should find a crazy hott girl so i can be her sugar momma. i do get the feeling though every time she opened her month id just want to punch her in it. those girls tend to not be the brightest.
any ideas on regaining my motivation???
$8000 for a computer is a little high, maybe you or someone you know is good at them and could build one for far less - that is buying the case and components over the internet and putting it all together.