Seriously, how can you not love this!
Made some big choices about my life. First of all - I deleted emo-fringe's phone number. It's not going anywhere and it never really was, and I should have listened to my gut-instinct a little (read: a lot) earlier.
(This reminds me of a great Millencolin lyric, but I can't remember the song: "I have to trust my gut this time, to believe that I'll feel fine, I have to trust myself I'll be okay.")
So I'm going to take the next month or so off boys (well, really - just off sex) and work at trying to get my experimental short film going somewhere. It's (at the moment) going to either be about the kallipolis (from the greek kallon meaning good, virtuous, beautiful and polis meaning city-state/ citizen-state) or the four Platonic virtues (which are Justice, Wisdom, Courage and Temperance).
I think it's time that I really got back into discovering thoes virtues within myself. This is turning out to be a very phillosophical couple of days. It actually all started when I realised that I'm getting a little too... existentialist for my own good. Things that I know I should care about or feel emotion about I don't. I mean, I'm not claiming that I am an existentialist, because I'm not.
It's just time for some... being happy with the person that I am. I actually am, for the first time in a long time, even though I have more faults than I would really like to start mentioning (stubborn, selfish, impetuous... it goes on) but I'm also a damn fantastic, crazy, wonderful, beautiful person. And fuck the person who crosses me that doesn't think so. (Oh, did I mention I'm also totally full of myself)
Made some big choices about my life. First of all - I deleted emo-fringe's phone number. It's not going anywhere and it never really was, and I should have listened to my gut-instinct a little (read: a lot) earlier.
(This reminds me of a great Millencolin lyric, but I can't remember the song: "I have to trust my gut this time, to believe that I'll feel fine, I have to trust myself I'll be okay.")
So I'm going to take the next month or so off boys (well, really - just off sex) and work at trying to get my experimental short film going somewhere. It's (at the moment) going to either be about the kallipolis (from the greek kallon meaning good, virtuous, beautiful and polis meaning city-state/ citizen-state) or the four Platonic virtues (which are Justice, Wisdom, Courage and Temperance).
I think it's time that I really got back into discovering thoes virtues within myself. This is turning out to be a very phillosophical couple of days. It actually all started when I realised that I'm getting a little too... existentialist for my own good. Things that I know I should care about or feel emotion about I don't. I mean, I'm not claiming that I am an existentialist, because I'm not.
It's just time for some... being happy with the person that I am. I actually am, for the first time in a long time, even though I have more faults than I would really like to start mentioning (stubborn, selfish, impetuous... it goes on) but I'm also a damn fantastic, crazy, wonderful, beautiful person. And fuck the person who crosses me that doesn't think so. (Oh, did I mention I'm also totally full of myself)
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Sadly, I wasn't her special someone.
Do you speak greak? Are you greek?
Just wondered
Have a fab weekend